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rindou is never not confused by you. he can never tell what mood you're in because of your consistent deadpan expression. you had two faces that you wore oftenâfocused and resting. occasionally, you'd show some frustration but that's all he's ever seen.
the first day he started teaching you to play basketball after school was the day you asked him to. he remembers asking, "why do you want me to teach you all of a sudden?"
and he remembers you saying, "'cause you're the best basketball player in our class."
"that's not the answer i wanted."
"you asked why i wanted you to teach me, not why i wanted to learn. i don't think i'm misunderstanding anything." you shrugged, dribbling the basketball as best as you could.
rindou remembers standing, looking like a bathroom sign and gaping at you. "okay, smartass. so you did understand what i actually meant."
"shut up and help me already. i forgot how you said i was supposed to hold this."
on the second day he teaches you basketball, he didn't even know he was supposed to.
"this is a regular thing?"
"yes, i said i wanted you to teach me after classes."
"okay, but the plural form of class doesn't clarify you wanting me to do this everyday," rindou said, and he mentally cringes at how much like you he sounded.
"so, are you going to do it or not?" you asked with your arms crossed, foot tapping against the floor.
rindou looked you up and down and sighed. "i don't really have a choice, do i?"
"actually, you do. i've done your homework and you've taught me once. if you don't want to keep this up, it's fine."
he had no words. just, looked at you like you ruined the script of the movie of his life. and you did actually, with no emotion whatsoever. were you a robot? rindou took his glasses off, rubbing a hand over his face before putting them back on.
"so, you don't want to-"
"no, i'll do it."
the third day he teaches you basketball is today. curiosity is still eating at him and you were still avoiding telling him the actual reason why you wanted to learn basketball.
"you're not even, like, terrible at the other sports. you still learn for a good grade," he says. "so what's up with you and basketball?"
you shoot the ball towards the basket, and it successfully goes into the hoopâafter several failed attempts.
"i don't like basketball, so i don't normally get a good grade for it. luckily, the bare minimum is enough," you answer him, but again, it's not quite the answer he's looking for.
"wait," rindou furrows his eyebrows. "now i'm even more confused. if you don't like basketball, why do you..." he trails off, seeing your gaze wandering.
members of the school's basketball team come entering. he tilts his head, "you said we could use the indoor court today."
you don't answer him, your eyes fixated on the group and he wishes he knew who exactly you were looking at.
rindou doesn't know most of their names, but he does recognize the point guard. hayashi fumio, the smartest guy in the class and also your academic rival. he sure is chatting it up with the pretty first year manager, rindou thinks to himself.
"guess i was wrong," you remark in response after some delay. "we'll just have to continue outdoors."
fumio looked like he was going to wave at you, but stops when he sees that you're not sparing him a single glance. for a moment, he makes eye contact with rindou but doesn't get enough time to react when their manager calls out to him again.
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I think I went through an autism regression or burnout and just masked it really really hard
#fuck#autism regression#Iâm not even diagnosed#everythingâs so much harder now than a few years ago and itâs not just the added responsibility#itâs harder than 2021 so I donât think itâs the mental illness#I mean I just got diagnosed with âtoo overstimulatedâ as the reason for debilitating headaches the past month#autism#Iâm really scared#I mean Iâve been scared anyway#I guess Iâm more and less scared now that Iâve put a possible name to it#I used to go to school everyday and be fine#and then I used to go to school everyday and not be fine but I still could go every day#Iâve gone 3 days a week at most since January and Iâm so overwhelmed and overstimulated#I canât do things anymore#autism burnout
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i feel like all i ever do is complain about my job like there are some parts i really love about teaching but then some days i want to run and nosedive out the window
#anyways iâm going to complain in the tags so itâs easy to ignore#like#ugh!!!!#my district does not mandate any special curriculum like as long as youâre teaching to the standards itâs fine#my school paid for a textbook that is bad. itâs been bad. I have been complaining about the textbook for 6 years now and no one listens cuz#they donât care about history and also my admin donât know how to teach so they think a book with scripted lines and imbedded tests are good#cuz they think itâs less work and it kinda is but the book is BAD not up to date doesnât give nuance#thereâs a chapter on how thanksgiving was a good day and it was how the pilgrims said thanks and has nothing about the murder or#brutalization of the indigenous people. thereâs like a chapter on slavery thatâs like âAfricans came on boats to help work the fields đâ#and so i follow the timeline of the textbook i take excerpts from it and then I supplement the rest make it into a power point#give the students think questions for each section itâs rigorous but not too hard cuz most of my kids are below 8th reading comprehension#levels and ny admin come in and and are like why arenât you using the book Iâve told you why I donât but here is what Iâm doing#well the kids arenât discussing. today isnât a discussion day today is a lecture day wed is discussion day after I give the facts#well they need to discuss everyday. well they donât cuz they canât discuss what they havenât read yet. if they donât know about the war how#can they discuss the war? like itâs a multi step process#but they want today im not doing my job cuz im not doing it how they went to one seminar and that presenter said is a new way to tech#never mind I have students that come back to me from high school like wow I miss your class I learned so much etc etc#like my kids learn everyday. the work is engaging every single day#LEAVE ME ALONE AND LET ME TEACH!! ive been doing this for almost 10 years i fucking got this#raaaaaaahhhh aaaahhhh gaaaaah kill stab bite murder murder violence!!!
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#alright these tags are super embarrassing but i needed to rant publicly so uh. you can read this but please don't perceive me too much#it is so fucking exhausting having nobody to share my life with#i have literally zero friends at this point bc ever since my grandpa died i've pretty much stopped trying to keep in touch with my hometown#friends and i cut off my 'friend' group that were racist assholes who treated me like a doormat back in october and haven't really made any#close friends at college since. and i just fucking hate that this is the same way i've felt for so many fucking years like you'd think it#would be bearable at this point and i'd be used to being alone and for a while i honestly was but it just hit me tonight how fucking lonely#i am and how tomorrow i have to keep on just doing the shit i have to do in life without anyone to talk to and share it with#other than my mom who's been pissing me off lately so i've been pushing her away too!#it's so tiring to have to go out and do things and have responsibilities everyday and not being able to share that with anyone idk it makes#it feel almost like i'm carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders which is SO dramatic i know#like today i wanted to talk about the stupid false alarm gas leak thing with my sort of friends in this club i'm in but i didn't get to talk#to anyone at the meeting bc everyone was just talking amongst themselves in their little groups of best friends and it just reminded me that#i don't have that and i've never fucking had that i've only ever pretended i had that#it's like all these years i've been pretending to be a person that has friends and knows how to live life normally but i never have#more than anything i just miss my friends from home bc they're the closest i've ever felt to having friends that are like family but. i#don't know how to talk to them anymore. i didn't tell any of them when my grandpa died and i think they just assumed that i've moved on so#they've probably moved on and i already know that they have their own lives and friends at their schools that are a lot more full than mine#wanna know the worst part about all of this? i just had therapy and basically told her everything's fine#and i won't meet with her again until 3 weeks from now so literally the only person i can talk to about this right now is my mom#which i am absolutely not gonna do bc she's gonna get so scared and worried for me and i can't have that rn#anyways yeah. this isn't even that big of a deal like i haven't had friends for at least the past 6 months it's not like anything's changed#i just feel extra sad about it right now. i need a distraction stat gonna go watch watch some tv goodnight#shut up hanna
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I have so much respect for people w/ depression, idk how do they get anything done throughout the day (esp if they have jobs)......
Like, I don't even have depression and I can barely make myself get up from bed and eat something, I'm not physically tired or anything but just the thought of doing something (even if it's something I really want to do) makes me so exhausted I'd rather lie in my bed and rot
#idk how did i survive my high school years#i was severely depressed back then#and still managed to go to school everyday undiagnosed and unmedicated#it was hard#i guess i'm experiencing something similar rn but i don't really know what to do w/ it#i mean at least i don't cry 5 times a day like i used to so maybe i'm not that depressed#plus i used to cut my wrists and starve myself and i don't do that anymore so i think i'll be fine <3
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Santa Doesn't Know You Like I Do
Spencer Reid x Reader
Summary: Your first Christmas with Spencer and you get his name for secret Santa.Â
WC: 1.8k
Tags: Fluff, Secret Santa, friends to lovers, one use of Y/N I think A/N: Sorry I went MIA :( I got busy with school. I hope to push out many ideas while Iâm on break tho. Hereâs something cheesy and festive for the holiday season I hope you enjoy! (not beta read don't kill me)
Nothing was right. Nothing you found was the right present.Â
This was your first secret Santa with the BAU and you picked Spencer's name out of penelopeâs mug. At first you thought it would be easy to buy a present for him because you knew him so well. In almost a year of being with the BAU you grew the closest with Spencer.Â
What you didnât expect was your present ideas to not live up to your own expectations. Nothing you came up with could live up to your own standards. Of course your âslightâ feelings for him definitely affected this, but you tried to tell yourself that wasnât true.Â
You ran through dozens of ideas. Clothing, a new scarf, tickets for a play, special edition of a book he loved. But nothing felt like the right present.Â
You almost gave up in your search for the perfect present for him. The gift exchange was in less than a week and you still had nothing. Sitting at your desk in the bullpen you considered settling with one of your first ideas.Â
While getting up to refill your coffee mug you noticed Spencerâs attention was focused on his computer. He sat there deep in thought with his brows furrowed and lips in a fine line. When you walked by his desk you saw he was playing an online chess game.Â
âWorking hard or hardly working?â you joked.Â
He popped out of his focus from your presence. âI finished my files a little early,â he responded bashfully.Â
âAre you at least winning?âÂ
He smirked, âIâve won four times. But thatâs not even the fun part. The fun is doing different plays every time and seeing what the computer comes up with as the best response.âÂ
Thatâs when it hit you. An idea for Spencerâs gift.Â
Finally something that felt like a good gift for him. At the end of the day you rushed out of work to go to the craft store and get your supplies. You worked on the gift everyday after work.Â
Soon the weekend rolled around and you found yourself at Rossiâs. His living room had the biggest Christmas tree youâd ever seen. Everyoneâs gifts sat there for the evening. After dinner you all sat down to exchange gifts.Â
âI want to go first!â Garcia exclaimed. She jumped up from the couch and hurried to the tree to grab her gift for JJ.Â
JJ excitedly opened the gift bag to find a small black and grey purse with a colorful crochet keychain. The idea that Garcia also handmade part of her gift gave you a sense of relief.Â
âOh this is so pretty. Thank you so much,â she beamed, admiring the bag and twirling the keychain. Garcia squealed in happiness before JJ offered a hug to her.Â
JJ then handed over her gift to Rossi, a bottle of scotch. He smiled and thanked her for the bottle saying how his collection needed a new addition.Â
He stood up and brought his hands together looking at the tree. âMy turn.â He grabbed a thin box wrapped in silver sparkly wrapping paper and walked over to you.Â
âFor you, my dear,â he handed you the box.Â
Your eyes widened and lips perked up at the gift. It may be a little silly but, part of you wished that you were Spencerâs secret santa. You reminded yourself that the possibility of you both picking each other's names was unlikely. The possibility of some things being the same between the two of you was ⊠unlikely.Â
You ripped back the paper to reveal a large eyeshadow pallet. Upon opening it, you saw an array of beautiful shades you couldnât wait to try out.Â
âRossi, this is so sweet. I love it,â You thanked with a bright smile.Â
Now it was your turn. Everyoneâs eyes only made the moment more stressful. You got up and grabbed the box with a nervous hand. What if he didnât like it? What if he thought it was too cheesy or corny? What if he thought it was useless as he already owned two of them?
You tried to quiet your thoughts as you handed him the box, but they had no intention of leaving.
âMerry Christmas Spence,â you said softly.
When you turned and walked back to your seat you neglected to see the rising blush on his face.Â
Spencer glanced down at the white and red striped paper. He carefully peeled it off and opened the lid to reveal a chess set nestled in between red tissue paper. The board spaces were off-white and royal purple with corresponding chess pieces the same colors. When he picked up the wooden pieces and saw small leaves and flowers painted on them. The King and Queen specifically had crowns in a shimmering gold.Â
âWow look at that,â Emily admired.
Upon further inspection he noticed the small human imperfections in the details. The way not one leaf or flower looked exactly the same. Or how the clear coating over the paint was slightly streaky in some spots.Â
âDid you paint this?â He asked.
You nodded your head and answered , âYeah I did.âÂ
A faint âaweâ could be heard across the room from Garcia.Â
âY/N,â Spencer started, his voice full of admiration. âThis is ⊠beautiful.âÂ
The butterflies in your stomach were getting restless.Â
âReally?â you asked, not able to hide the smile spreading on your face.Â
âYes! Itâs Perfect,â his eyes sparkled at you. âI love it. Nobodyâs ever given me something like this.â He beamed at you with a smile that made you love sick.Â
The realization that you both were not alone set in and Spencer cleared his throat before closing the box. The gift exchange continued as Spencer handed over a present to Morgan.Â
The rest of the night was filled with catching glances and far away looks between you and Spencer. He seemed to feel more relaxed in a way after receiving your gift. Not that he was acting any differently. He just seemed more open. With the group and with you.Â
You lived off that feeling the whole evening. The idea that you made him happy. You helped him see he was appreciated and loved.Â
Not that he had to know you loved him.Â
He didnât know that. Right?Â
As the hands on the clock passed you announced your departure and said your goodbyes. You stepped outside and felt a chill against your skin.Â
You held tight onto your keys as you walked to your car. The snow had just started to fall. Occasional little flurries fell down from the sky.Â
âWait!â Someone yelled from behind.Â
You turned to find Spencer trying his best to run but not slip on the icy parts of the driveway. When he got closer you noticed his cheeks and the tip of his nose were pink. Probably from the cold weather you thought.
âI wanted to formally say thank you for the chess set,â he explained.Â
âYouâre welcome,â you replied with a smile. You stuffed your hands in your pockets away from the cold. âIâm glad you like it. I was worried youâd find it cheesy.âÂ
He looked confused. âWhy would I find it cheesy?âÂ
You shrugged, âbecause I hand painted it.â
âBut thatâs what makes it perfect,â he reassured. His voice is sincere and soft. âItâs personal and shows you care.â
His eyes widened. âOh um-âÂ
He suddenly remembered why he rushed outside and scrambled for something in his jacket pocket. It was a small cube shaped box wrapped in paper covered in snowflakes. Quite fitting for the weather.
âI know I technically wasnât your secret Santa but I still wanted to get you something.â
You took the gift from him with a slack jaw. âSpence-â
âThis isnât because you were my secret Santa. I still wanted to get you a gift regardless,â he reassured.Â
âI- Thank you,â you started unwrapping the gift.Â
âItâs not homemade like yours but I hope you still like it.â
âIt doesnât have to be homemade for me to-â the wind was stolen out of your lungs. Â
The gift was a small gold and white music box you immediately recognized. You opened the lid to reveal a ballerina in a pink tutu spinning as Sleeping Beauty Waltz played. Your heart ached as you admired the tiny dancer.
âIs this the music box from that antique shop in Seattle?âÂ
While on a case in Seattle, you and Spencer went to an antique shop to ask the owner about evidence found at the crime scene that was purchased there. You fell in love with a beautiful music box in one of the aisles.Â
âIt is. I saw how you looked at it in the store and in the car you said it reminded you of when you used to do ballet. So before we left Seattle I went back to the store to get it for you. I thought it would make a great Christmas present.â
âBut, that was three months ago.â
He sheepishly smiled and his cheeks only got more red. âYeah, I had to keep it a secret for a while.â
Your heart rate started to pick up as the butterflies returned. âI can't believe you went back and bought this for me,â you muttered in disbelief.Â
âOf course I would. You mean a lot to me and I knew this was something that would make you happy.âÂ
You admired the music box before carefully placing it in your purse. âThank you so much. I love it.âÂ
His smile grew and reached his eyes. His eyes looked beautiful in this lighting. The Christmas lights from the house made them look practically golden. Even in the freezing cold you could melt from his eyes.
He shifted his weight and licked his lips. He seemed wrapped around the words in his head. âI also wanted to ask if maybe youâd want to go see The Nutcracker with me.âÂ
Your heart damn near stopped.Â
âItâs playing at the theater downtown. I was thinking if we donât get a case then we could go see the show on Friday. Maybe, if you want to, that is,â he rambled in nervousness.Â
âIâd love to,â you beamed.Â
His face brightened at your eagerness, but his nerves were still present. âBut not as friends. As a date?âÂ
You chuckled, âYes Spencer, I would love to go on a date with you. I think the nutcracker is a perfect first date.â
âGreat,â he said with relief. âAnd maybe afterwards we might have time for a game of chess with my new board.âÂ
God he was cute.Â
âThat sounds great.â
#spencer reid x reader#spencer reid headcanon#spencer reid fanfiction#spencer reid#criminal minds#criminal minds fanfic#spencer reid imagine#spencer reid one shot#spencer reid x you#spencer reid fluff#spencer reid fic
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Surprise Marriage
Summary: Logan x Fe!Reader -> When you and Logan receive some...surprising news, it leads to a lot of unanswered questions.
Disclaimer: One or two swear words here and there. Mostly fluff, chaos, little angst, yearning, kissing and a happy ending. Not Proof Read.
The morning, so far, had been slow for Logan.Â
Which, thankfully, due to the last couple of years, wasnât out of the ordinary. Sure, a kid or two might forget to have done their homework or the coffee filter hadnât been changed. But other than the small, common, everyday mishaps, everything had been pretty normal.Â
But somehow, when Logan woke up, something felt off.Â
Maybe it was the quiet hallways, maybe it was the fact he hadnât seen any other professors in the break room or around the school, or maybe it was the fact that when he walked into the Professor's office, everyone looked at him withâŠworry.Â
âWhat is it? Whatâs going on?â
âLogan, I think itâs best if you sit down.â
Logan looked around everybody and they all looked worried, too. Not âsomeoneâs deadâ worried, but worried enough to make him feel uneasy.Â
âWhatâs going on?â
âHave you seen Y/n today?â
Logan shook his head. âShe had a late night. Sheâs probably still sleeping.â
Professor X looked at Storm. âGo and get her for me, please.â
Storm nodded and made her way out of the door and towards your bedroom. Meanwhile, Logan was still confused.Â
âCharles, whatâs going on?â
The man took a small sigh and looked at the papers on his desk before looking back up to Logan.Â
âCome on, clearly everyone else knows. What is it?â
The Professor went back and forth with himself for a minute before finally looking back up. âI suppose I should tell you. Youâre married, Logan.â
Logan laughed. âExcuse me?â
âI received these papers this morning from a law firm in Oklahoma. It seems it took them a while to find an address for you both.â
âBoth? What?â
âHere, take a look for yourself.â The Professor pushed the papers to the edge of his desk where Logan took them with caution and a lot of confusion.Â
âWhat the hell? When were these even..drawn up? Better yet, whoâs my wife?â
âWell, that would be the other question except-â
Just as the Professor was about to finish his sentence, the door to his office opened and Storm walked in with you not far behind. Everyone looked at youâŠworriedly. Like they knew something you didnât.Â
Logan looked annoyed as he flipped through a couple sheets of paper but when he saw you, he held the same expression but only for a minute then it turned intoâŠinto something else. Something you couldnât quite put your finger on.Â
Then you remembered.Â
It had been laundry day.Â
And you wore one of his shirts to bed.Â
Standing in his t-shirt and some plaid pyjama shorts that you found in the back of your wardrobe, your hair down and slightly messy from having only just woken up, you looked around everyone.Â
âWhatâs going on?â
âWell, Y/n-â
âTake a look at this.â Logan handed you the pile of paper he had been reading, and with a slightly tired and confused look, you read through it.Â
What was it meant to be? A news article? A government contract? A kidâs essay whoâs handwriting they couldnât readâŠagain?
But no.Â
It was anything but.Â
Well, maybe a government contractâŠof sorts.Â
âThis is a marriage licence.â You spoke aloud. âLogan, why am I looking at a marriage licence at eight in the morning? Oh my god, are Jean and Scott finally getting hitched. About time.â
âNo,â Logan said. âItâs ours.â
âWhat?â
âItâs ours. Weâre married.â
You stopped reading. Even if you had pretended to do so, all the words on the page suddenly became blocks of ink that you couldnât make out.Â
âWhat?â
Then the Professor started to explain. âWe were hoping one of you could explain this to us, though if neither of you wish to, thatâs completely fine. What happens between a husband and wife is none of our-â
âWhen did this even happen?â You asked Logan.Â
âI donât know.â
âA law firm in Oklahoma sent it over. Apparently itâs taken them a while to find your address.â
You thought for a moment. Yourself and Logan hadnât been in Oklahoma for nearly ten months. And you certainly didnât get married. At least, not from memory.Â
âI need to sit down.â
Logan pushed out the chair beside him with his foot and you fell into the softer leather. You had just woken up and all of a sudden you felt like you wanted to sleep for at least a month.Â
âWeâre married? Are you sure itâs ours? Maybe they got the addresses mixed up andâŠI donât know. Got it wrong?â
Logan leaned back and pressed his hand to the side of his face. âFlipped to the back page.â
And so you did.Â
There was your name. And Loganâs. Signed and dated.Â
You were married to Logan.Â
Logan had become your husband as of ten months ago.Â
You had become Loganâs wife.Â
âI think Iâm gonna puke.â
âYouâre not pregnant, are you?â Scott said. Jean hit him on the arm. âWhat?â
âHard to not be a little offended at that.â Logan said, half under his breath, half to you.Â
âDo either of you know when this happened?â
You shook your head, still trying to read the pieces of paper in front of you. When could this have-
âThe library.â
âWhat?âÂ
Logan sat up. âWe signed for a package. What kind of delivery company has us sign a marriage contract instead?â
âI donât know but it had to be there. Thatâs the only time we everâŠwrote our names, signed a piece of paper. It could have been this.â
âWe would have noticed if it said âMARRIAGE LICENCEâ at the top of the page.â
Then the bell rang.Â
âWeâŠshould pick this up later. For now, let's just try and go about today as normal.â
You could only nod in agreement. And as everyone left, the Professor turned to both you and Logan who were sitting facing each other in your chairs.Â
âIâll give you both some time.â
Logan nodded a small thank you and waited until the door closed behind Xavier before he spoke.Â
You were silent. Still processing. Your heart was like rapid fire against your chest and your vision was slowly losing focus on the paper in front of you.Â
Logan pulled the paper from your hands and placed it on the desk before shuffling closer and holding onto both of your hands.Â
âHey, hey, look at me.â One of Loganâs hands came to rest by the side of your face. âJust breathe. I can hear your heartbeat from here. JustâŠtake a deep breath.â
âWeâre married, Logan.â Your voice was quieter than usual.Â
âI know.â
âWeâre married.â
Logan nodded. âI know.â
âWhat are we going to do?â
âThat one I donât know. What do you want to do?â
You shrugged. âWhat are we meant to do? By all technicalityâŠweâre married. Husband and Wife. According to this piece of paper, Iâve been a fraud to the government by not going by Howlett.â
âSo weâŠwe get a divorce?â
âHow? Donât there have to beâŠgrounds for getting divorced?â
âSo, we tell them it was a mistake.â Logan offered. âIâm sure weâll be divorced as quick as we found out we were- are married.â
You could only nod.Â
Logan rubbed a thumb over each of your knuckles. âHey, weâll be okay. Itâll all be fine. Hey, talk to me. Whatâs going on?â
âI woke up and found out Iâm a wife with a husband. Thatâs whatâs going on. Jesus, are the lights always this bright in here?â
You covered your closed eyes with one hand, trying your best to stop the pounding in your head.Â
âHow can you be so calm about this?â
Logan shrugged. âFigure youâre freaking out enough for the both of us.â
That made you laugh a little.Â
âCome on, we need to get to class. And you need to get dressed. Unless you want to teach in your pyjamas.â
You looked down at yourself. âOh, yeah. Sorry about using your t-shirt. Laundry day.â
Logan smiled. âItâs okay. Keep it. It looks better on you anyway.â
Hours later, you found yourself in a pair of jeans you fished from the bottom of your semi-fresh clothes pile and decided to keep Loganâs t-shirt on. A, because itâs one of the most comfortable things youâve worn, and B, it was the only clean top you had.Â
And after spending all day teaching classes, you found yourself going through each of your dirty items and throwing them into the washing machine, being careful to make sure there were no sneaky bright or dark colours that made their way into a wash they shouldnât have been in.Â
âHey.â
You turned to find Storm waiting by the door before walking inside.Â
âHey.â
âHow are you feeling?â
âAfter teaching a bunch of teenagers all day? Exhausted.â You said with a small laugh. And Storm chuckled for a moment before walking around you and leaning on the wall so she was facing you as you unloaded your dirty laundry into the machine.Â
âI know that feeling but that wasnât why I was asking.â
You nodded. You knew that. âI donât know. Itâs justâŠnew information.â
âHave you seen Logan today?â
You shook your head. âNot since this morning. Though he did leave a coffee on my desk when I got back to my classroom after lunch.â
Storm smiled. Between herself and the others (including the kids - though they were yet to find out) Storm thought the best thing to happen was for yourself and Logan to get married. Okay, maybe not in the way it happened. But it was a positive thing.Â
They had been watching you and Logan for years, becoming friends, becoming teammates, trusting each other, finding your ownâŠways together. Like with the coffee. Logan only did that with you. Or how, despite only knowing him a week, seemed to know more about him than anyone else did.Â
You were both so close with each other than some of the kids in the school had questioned your relationship status with each other.Â
âHave you talked about what youâre going to do?â
âWhat can we do? The most reasonable, and sensible, thing to do is get a divorce.â
Storm crossed her arms. âHave you talked about maybeâŠstaying together?â
âWhat?â
Storm shrugged. âItâs an idea. Maybe this is a sign telling you both that thereâs something more than just friendship. I mean, going off what youâre currently wearingâŠthat is his, isnât it?â
You looked down.Â
âItâs laundry day. He let me wear it.â
âAnd are you going to give it back, or did he tell you to keep it?â
You were silent and Storm watched as small patches of blush warmed your cheeks. She had her answer.Â
âLook, all Iâm saying is, maybe this is a sign. Maybe this is your chance to see if there is something more between you and Logan.â
âIf there was, something would have happened by now.â
Oh, how Storm wished that was true.Â
But sometimes it was agony watching you both together. Like how at Christmas, you fell asleep against him by the fire and Logan smiled. It wasnât a big grin, but he smiled. Or how you were the only one Logan would let near him when he had been impaled in his shoulder by a six foot rod. Or how you looked at him. And how he looked at you right back.Â
There was more than just friendship. A lot more.Â
âJust think about it.â
And with that she left. And you were left wondering.Â
What the hell was there to think about? You and Logan were friends, sure, butâŠmore? Sure, when you first met him, it felt instant. Instant likeness, instant trust. And that never came easy for you. Or Logan for that matter. And, yeah, maybe once or twice you had thought something could have happened.Â
Like the night in the motel room, funnily enough, in Oklahoma.Â
It had been one bed and you had both woken up and turned to face each other. You had both been talking for a good twenty minutes when the conversation lulled and you were both there. You felt something. You couldnât put your finger on it but you felt something. But everything was cut short when the owner of the Motel came to knock on the door so he could fix the leaky tap in the bathroom.Â
Or like the night when you all went camping with the kids.Â
Somehow, you had found yourself sharing a tent with Logan even though it had been planned for you and Storm to bunk.Â
You teased Logan on how happy he was to be bunked with you and not Scott. And for a split second, you could have sworn you saw him blush. Though it was probably out of embarrassment of your teasing.Â
But that couldnât have been something. It couldnât have meant anything, could it?
âCouldnât sleep?â
Logan turned and found the last person he expected to be standing by the door.Â
âScott?â
âFigured youâd still be awake and lo and behold, I was right.â
Logan watched as he walked inside and sat across from him. âHave you come to say something, or just be a dick the whole time?â
Scott chuckled, âMaybe a bit of both.â
Logan raised his eyebrows and took another drink.Â
âHave you talked to her?â Logan knew exactly who he was talking about. But he shook his head.Â
âNot since this morning.â
âHave you talked about what youâre going to do?â
âWhat do you want, pal?â
Well, he wasnât being Logan if he didnât want to skip the pleasantries.Â
âI think you and Y/n should give this thing a chance.â
âExcuse me?â
Scott smirked a little. âCome on, you canât tell me youâve not thought about it with her. How close you two are, how you both seem to know what the other does before they even do it. And call it what you want, I think this is the perfect excuse.â
âPerfect excuse?â
âTo see if something can actually happen between you two.â
âAnd why should it?â
âBecause youâre in love with her.â
For some reason, that felt like a punch to the gut to Logan.Â
âLook, bub, I know-â
âLogan, the way you look at her isnât the way a friend looks at another friend. Iâve seen the way you look at her. We all have. From day one, that girl has been something else for you, and even if you donât know it, the rest of us do. Youâre in love with her. You always have been.â
âNo, Iâm-â
âYou canât deny it, Logan.â Scott told him. âEventually something is going to snap and it might be too late. So, youâve done the whole relationship a little backwards. So what? Youâd only get divorced anyway if it doesnât work out. But you need to do something about your feelings, Logan.â
Logan had to laugh. âI think Iâd know if I was in love with someone.â
Scott sighed. Did he seriously have to paint Logan a fucking picture.Â
âYou make her coffee every day. You bring her lunch and sit with her every day. She is the first person you go to when you finally want to ask someone for help. And I know for a fact she is the first person you tell anything to. She knows more about you than anyone else in this building does, and that is down to you and everything you have shared with her. Anytime anyone looks in her direction, you arenât too far behind her.â
âI saw you, that day, when the Mayor and his brother turned up at the school.â Scott continued. âThe way his brother was looking her up and downâŠLogan you were by her side in less than ten seconds and we all saw the look you gave him. That man left the Professorâs office trembling. He also never looked in y/nâs direction again.â
âWhatâs your point?â
âThat you were jealous, Logan. And that, for as much as you can and probably will try and deny it. You love her.â
The conversation lulled for a moment.Â
âAll Iâm saying is at least think about it. Weâve all seen you together. Maybe itâs time you finally noticed yourself.â
Logan didnât see you until the next day when he caught you folding laundry in your room.Â
âWant some help?â
You turned around and saw him. âSure. You can start with that pile.â
Logan entered your room, a little more awkward than usual, and started folding clothes.Â
âHow are youâŠhow are you feeling?â
You shrugged. âLike normal, I guess. What about you?â
âYeah, fine.â
IT was a slight struggle after that but conversation flowed a little easier eventually.Â
That was something Logan always loved when it came to being around you. He wasnât the biggest one for talking to people but with you, it was easy. Probably helped by the fact you could somehow change topics at lightning speed.Â
Conversations with you were never, ever boring.Â
Even when they were probably meant to be.Â
And it wasnât long before your fear surrounding being marriedâŠfaded.Â
Around a week later, a leak had sprung on one side of the school which meant having to bunk rooms for a while. Of course, all the kids went with their friends.Â
But it also meant you had to bunk with someone too.Â
âYou can bunk with me.â Logan told you.Â
You nodded. âFinally sharing a room. Wow, weâre really moving generations in this relationship.â
âAfter you, wife.â
This became a common theme, until the weight of the words settled down on both of you once more.Â
A divorce lawyer had picked up your case.Â
It would take a couple of weeks to get all the papers sorted, but yourself and Logan would be divorced by the middle of the following month.Â
Like nothing had ever happened.Â
Except, it just so happened, that was when something did happen.Â
Scott and Stormsâs words had been playing on Loganâs mind and yours. Not helped by the fact it wasnât the last time someone held that kind of conversation with either of you.Â
You found yourself in a similar conversation with Scott, whilst Logan had a similar conversation with Jean.Â
And then the Professor approached you both, without the other one knowing.Â
Except he hadnât been to sit down and talk to you about it. He just made small comments in passing that left you both questioning more and more about your true feelings.Â
And then Logan found you in the library one night.Â
âHere you are. You didnât come to bed soâŠwhat are you doing?â
Standing close to the top of the book ladder, you were scanning through different books with a flashlight.
âThe main light is too big and the fireâs light doesnât reach this far back.â
Logan blinked. âThatâŠstill didnât answer my question.â
âIâve got a new semester of lessons set out. I wanted to get a head start on finding the books needed.â
Logan looked around. âYou got a list?â
You looked at him. âLogan, itâs past midnight. Go to bed.â
âThatâs not what I asked. Whereâs your list? I know youâve got one.â
Sighing, you reached into your back pocket and held it out. He walked over and plucked it from your fingers.Â
âThereâs twenty six books on this list.â
âAnd I currently have three. If you still want to help, any that you find, just place them on the table behind the sofa.â
And so he did.Â
By two in the morning, youâd both found twenty three books in total. Just three more left.Â
âIs this the right edition?â
âLet me see.â
Logan walked over to where you were still standing on the ladder and handed it up to you. You flipped through a couple of the first pages as you slowly climbed backwards down the stairs.Â
âYeah, this is the right one. The last two should be on a lower shelf.â
As you finally reached the last few steps, you felt your foot slip and your knees crashed against the bars. Except, instead of falling backwards, or rolling with the ladder itself, Loganâs hands steadied you.Â
âYou alright?â
You took a second to breathe. Having your life flash before your eyes for a couple of seconds really knocks the wind out of you.Â
âYeah, yeah,â you laughed a little. âIâm fine.â
You turned in Loganâs arms and was met with his broad and solid chest as his hands held you at your waist.Â
âGood,â Logan laughed a little, too.Â
The sound of your life had always been like music to his ears.Â
A comfort, even when the moment hadnât been all that comfortable beforehand.Â
And for that moment, time seemed to still. Any silence that had been in the room was slowly becoming defending, until your hearing focused on his breathing. The steady rise and fall of his chest and the quickening of your own heartbeat.Â
The flashlight that you had held in your hands had rolled somewhere onto the floor when you slipped on the ladder.Â
But you had never seen Logan soâŠclearly.Â
You had known him for so long and had even spent nights and mornings in the same bed together. But for the first time, you were committing him to memory. Part of you felt like these moments would go, once the papers came through. That even if neither of you wanted it, something would inherently change between you both once the papers were signed and delivered.Â
But something in that moment was changing too.Â
Like how you were realising you never wanted to be away from him. That the best place on this earth was right where you were. In his arms, his eyes on you, and yours on him.Â
You found yourself leaning in forward, almost as if, if you didnât get closer to him, he might disappear.Â
And he was doing the same.Â
One of his hands came up to your face as he rubbed a couple of strands of your hair between his fingers before he slowly pushed it back and let his gaze wash over you.Â
He was committing you to memory, too.Â
His eyes locked on yours once more, just as his other hand trailed down your waist and to your hip.Â
You fell closer to him.Â
Or maybe he pulled you closer.Â
Either way, you never wanted to be without his touch.Â
What felt like an eternity later, you finally felt his lips against yours and yours against his.Â
It started off slow. This was new territory for you both when it came to the other. It was slow, full of mixed feelings andâŠsomething else.Â
Then it snapped.Â
Logan pushed a little harder and you felt your legs hit the back of the book ladder just as his hand and arm snaked around and up your back, holding you flush against him as your own arms pulled him closer to you.Â
Logan braced the hand that had been by your face, by the side of your head, holding onto the book ladder, keeping you both steady.Â
And he felt your breath hitch as he stepped into you.Â
Before you knew it, you were braced against one of the bars on the ladder as Loganâs lips went from yours, across your jaw and down the column of your neck. A small grunt escaped him as your own fingers scratched through the back of his hair and down the back of his neck.Â
However, just as his lips returned to yours and his hands slipped under the hem of your t-shirtâ his t-shirt, as your own started reaching for the hem of hisâŠa clock went off.Â
âW-w-w-w-w-wait. Wait. Stop.â
âIs everything okay?â
You swallowed. âYesâŠno. I donât know. We shouldnât be doing this.â
Logan wanted to ask âWhy? Why shouldn't we?â. But instead, lowered his head. He knew why.Â
âYouâre rightâŠyouâre right.â
Your own temple came to rest against his for a few moments, neither of you wishing to leave the moment just yet.Â
âWe should goâŠbefore someone comes in.â
âItâs two in the morning, who is going to come in?â
âI donât want to leave.â
âThen donât.â
You stayed quiet for a long time, feeling Loganâs fingers draw circles over your skin. Eventually, the only sound you heard was his heartbeat and his breath, slowly matching your own.Â
But no matter how much of you told you to stay, you tried your best to fight it.Â
You and Logan were friends. Friends who were about to get a divorce from a marriage neither of you could remember fully consenting to.Â
âGoodnight, Logan.â
Reluctantly, you stepped out of his arms, his light grip on your hand not letting go until you were both too far apart to hold on any longer, and made your way through the school until you came across an empty room.Â
It was the smaller quiet space that overlooked the back of the school. Perfect for the nights when too much noise was keeping you up at night.Â
Except, it wasnât noise keeping you awake.Â
It was your own mind, relieving the one thing you thought you would never do with Logan. The one thing you wanted most to keep going. The one thing you would never forget.Â
When Logan woke the next day, part of him thought it was all a dream. But even he couldnât have dreamed up anything from the night before and have it still feel so real in the morning.Â
Then he didnât see you for three days.Â
Save for one moment when he brought a box of your things from his room, to yours. You opened the door, wearing another one of his t-shirts. One that went missing months ago. One that he had seen on your at least a dozen times since. One that he felt he was truly seeing for the first time, on you.Â
The exchange, coming from the both of you together, couldnât have felt anything more than awkward.Â
And then another moment hit.Â
You didnât close the door.Â
He didnât know what to say.Â
All he knew was that he wished he was back with you, in the library.Â
And you were wishing the same thing right back.Â
âI should-â
âYou should-â
A small, awkward laugh came from both of you before eventually you shut the door, wishing you had enough confidence to open it back up and call after him.Â
Two days later, Logan hadnât seen you at all.Â
And a morning meeting, with Storm going to get you from your bed, led to Logan realising why he hadnât seen you.Â
âSheâs not there?â
Logan turned immediately. âWhat?â
âWhere is she?â
âI donât know. Sheâs not in her room or any other place she usually is this early in the morning.â
âDoesnât she have classes to teach?â Scott asked.Â
âShe doesnât teach Wednesday and Thursday.â Logan told him.Â
And it wasnât long before Logan heard his name being called behind him by Xavier as he marched his way out of the office and to every room he could think you would be.Â
You were nowhere to be found. It was almost like you hadnât been there for weeks. The books you had taken out â the ones Logan had helped you find â were piled neatly in your bedroom. On your desk, you had a small wicker basket filled with letters and postcards, all arranged in date order, the newest ones being at the front.Â
The pictures you had on your windowsill displayed all the people you loved the most. And included a picture from when you had ambushed him on his birthday. He rarely, if ever, took a photo.Â
But he smiled, albeit a little awkwardly, with you.Â
âWhere could she have gone?â
Logan looked around your room. You wouldnât have just gotten up and left for good. You loved teaching your kids too much, despite whatever else had happened.Â
Then Logan saw the framed pictures on the wall, just across from your bed.Â
âIâll check with Cyerbro. She couldnât have gone far.â
âShe could be half way across the world by now!â
Logan shook his head. âBut sheâs not.â
A lot of them were confused, but Xavier watched Logan for a moment.Â
âDo you know where she is?â
âI have an idea.â
With that, Logan reached for the wall and pulled down one of the smaller frames and carried it out with him.
âHold on, Iâm coming with you.â Storm called out to him.Â
âYou donât even know where Iâm going.â
âLogan, you look like youâre just about ready to punch a bull. I know, right now, even if you are the last person she wants to see, you are the first person she needs. But that also means I know what youâre going to do and, love you or not, Y/n wouldnât want you to hurt someone or even yourself to find her.â
And Storm was right.Â
And she was right to tag along.Â
Because just five hours later, Logan had pulled up outside a local pharmacy. They had received a call on the way; they were heading in the right direction, but they needed to go into the town first. Any chance of finding where she was in the mountains lay where she had been all day.Â
And it wasnât long before Storm had to step in to stop Logan from almost killing the cashier.Â
He had been dancing around the question, leading them all on different tangents of conversation about the town and the people in it before finally he got to his answer.
The cashier nodded. âI donât know where she lives, but Connie might. She knows everything in the town.â
âWhere is Connie?â
The cashier pointed out of the door. âIn the bakery, across the street.â
âThank you,â Logan told him, swiping the picture back up from the counter and walking outside. Storm stopped short behind Logan when she saw he wasnât moving off the sidewalk.Â
Then she saw.Â
You had just left the building and climbed inside your beaten up, old Jeep Wrangler. You pulled out of your parking spot and drove off down the street.Â
And Logan followed.Â
However, halfway up the road, he started to recognise the place. Heâd been here before, except he was going up the way he would come down and out of the cabin.Â
So, he took a turn.Â
He was at your cabin ten minutes before you were. Storm had stayed behind in the town to call the others and let them know what was going on.Â
âYou fixed her up well.â
You jumped at his voice and threw a can of pumpkin puree at his head. Though he managed to catch it before his head made a dent in the can.Â
âJesus, Logan.â Then you realised. âHow did you find me?â
âYou forget that I know you. The pictures on your wall. Theyâre a lot more recent.â
You didnât know what else to say so you turned back to your front door and pushed it open, Logan hurrying after you.Â
âWhy did you leave?â He called out, placing the can on the side.Â
âI didnât leave.â You called back as you unpacked some of your groceries.Â
âYou disappeared into thin air but you werenât abducted. Iâd call that leaving.â
âI needed a break, Logan. I neededâŠtime.â
âTime from what?â
âFrom everything. From you, from marriage, from the school, from the library. Itâs like I woke up one morning and, quite literally, everything had changed. One day we were- we were teachers and friendsâŠwe were us, Logan. And thenâŠwe kissed andâŠI donât know what weâre meant to do, Logan.â You dropped your head as you pressed your palms onto the kitchen counter.
âMaybe weâre meant to do nothing.â Logan walked towards you. âMaybe we keep things as they are.â
âWhat? Single and married?â
Logan shook his head, bringing his hand to pull yours to look at him.Â
âMarried and together.â
Your lips parted for a moment, your eyes scanning his face, waiting for the joke to have its punchline.Â
âSo, we did everything a little backwards?â Logan shrugged. âSo what.â
âLoganâŠâ
âI love you, y/n.â Logan told you, nothing but seriousness and truth in his eyes. âAnd I think you love me, too. But youâre scared. And so am I. Do you love me, y/n?â
You were trying your hardest to keep your emotions inside you, but something was failing. âOf course I do.â
âThen we start here, just you and me.â
âIf something goes wrong, I canât lose you. You mean too much to me, Logan.â
Logan smirked. âGood job I can regenerate.â
You scoffed and hit him in the shoulder. âYou know what I mean.â
Logan nodded, a faint smile on his face. âI know. Youâre not going to lose me, Y/n. You couldnât ever.â
âPromise me.â
Logan nodded. âI promise. Can I kiss you now?â
Logan didnât have time to finish his question before your lips met his in a searing kiss, your hands pulling him closer to you whilst his own arms wrapped around you.Â
Maybe you had done the whole relationship thing backwards, but that didnât matter. Not anymore.
Not when you finally had each other for life.Â
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Bad Idea, Right?
summary: A night of drinking with your friends lands you at your ex boyfriendâs apartment â which is ultimately a bad idea.
pairing: Modern!Aemond x Ex girlfriend!Reader
word count: 3k
warnings: Explicit smut, alcohol consumption, angst, brief mention of drug use, language, oral sex (f receiving), fingering, p in v sex, creampie, Aemond is a fuckboy. 18+ MDNI
note: idk how I feel about this but Modern!Aemond is my weakness, and the grwm of Ewan ruined my life. Feedback is appreciated! Feel free to send me requests!
If someone were to ask you your own personal example of girlhood your answer would be simple: getting ready for a night out with your girlfriends. While going out and partying with your friends was fun, you considered the act of getting ready together art in itself.
It was tradition, a ritual. Filled with laughter, inside jokes, excitement, and anticipation.
Glitter, hairspray, memories. It was your time to bond and let go of everyday stress.
And thatâs where you found yourself right now: sat in front of your best friendâs vanity, large curlers in your hair. The sweet smell of vanilla coming from Rhaenaâs birthday cake scented candle filling the room.
Six months had passed since your breakup with Aemond and the twins had declared that you had spent more than enough time moping. It was time to get you back out in the world.
âIâm so happy that us girls are going out tonight,â Baela said as she finished up applying her mascara.
You involuntarily scoffed at her comment.
âWhat?â She questioned, glaring at you.
âItâs not like itâs just us,â you say matter of factly.
âOh, come on! You know Jace is basically one of us!â
She wasnât wrong. If you had to pick a guy to be in your friend group, it would be Jace Velaryon. He was easy to talk to, kind, considerate. A breath of fresh air from what you were used to. You understood why Baela was into him. Plus, he donned a beautiful set of chocolate colored curls matched with an adorable, toothy, grin.
âDo not beat around the bush, Bae!â You admonished, âI know Cregan will be there too.â
Cregan Stark was Jaceâs best friend. A rugged guy from the North. He had a thick beard and piercing gray-blue eyes. He had quiet confidence, basically a big teddy bear. There was no denying he was rather handsome. Itâs not that you would be opposed to sleeping with him, per say, you just werenât sure if you were ready yet; although Baela begged to differ.
Once the three of you were all ready to go and the Uber was on itâs way, Baela pulled you to the side.
âLook,â she began, holding each of your hands in hers, âI know you're nervous. Youâve been through a lot and it can be hard to put yourself back out there â but you deserve this. Aemondâs out living his life, you have to live yours! Itâs going to be fine! You look incredible, we are going to have a great time.â
Baela, as usual, was right. You were enjoying yourself. You were now on your third drink, tapping your finger nails on the glass as you half heartedly listened to Cregan tell an embarrassing story about Jace from when the two of them were in high school when you felt your phone vibrate.
A text from an unknown number flashed against your screen, paying no mind to it you opened it immediately. Your stomach dropped.
Hey⊠itâs Aemond.
You swore that men had some kind of radar that would let them know when a woman was finally happy without them. When that radar went off, only then was it that they decided to try to contact you again. Not during the months where your heart was left in ruin, not when you would do anything for answers. Only once you were healing, on the brink of reaching that light at the end of the tunnel; they weaseled their way into your life once more to ruin everything â and Aemond was right on schedule.
It had been months since he last contacted you, you felt as though your stomach was gonna fall out, your nervous system in a frenzy.
You could not let him ruin your fun.
âLetâs take a shot of something,â you suggested.
And then your phone buzzed again.
I know itâs been awhile, but I wanted to see how youâre doing?
Been awhile? Thatâs the understatement of the year. He didnât care how you were doing when he broke up with you over a text. He didnât care when the rumor of him sleeping with a professor spread around campus, humiliating you.
Ignore. Ignore. Ignore.
Relief washed over you once you saw Baela return with 5 shots of Tequila in hand.
âHeard this makes your clothes come off,â she said as she handed you the shot glass, shooting a wink over to Cregan. You downed the shot quickly, ignoring her comment. The liquid burned down your throat as it settled into your stomach.
Slamming the shot glass onto the table, your head spun and you couldâve sworn you felt your phone vibrate again. You needed air.
âIâll be right back, I need a cigarette.â
âIâll come with you!â Rhaena chirped.
âNo!â You shouted, almost too enthusiastically.
âNo, thatâs okay. I know you hate the smell of smoke, Rhae. Iâll just be a minute.â
With that, you frantically made your way to the patio of the bar. Just as you lit your cigarette a familiar voice called out to you.
âOhhh shit! I knew that was you!â
Now you were sure that the universe was certainly conspiring against you. It was none other than Aegon Targaryen. Aemondâs drunken, perverted, older brother. Wonderful.
Turning on your heel abruptly and puffing smoke out of your nostrils you gave him a reluctant wave.
âHi, Aeg.â
âHow are you?â He asked, wrapping his arms tightly around you, âhow have you been?â
Not sure if it was the liquid courage or the need for someone else to witness the audacity of your ex, but you just shoved your phone into his chest, eyes glued to him as he scrolled through the messages with his eyebrows raised.
âDamn, I never would have thought Aemond to be the type to beg!â he laughed as you shot him a look of disapproval.
âListen,â he said before taking a long drag of his own cigarette, âAemond means well. He was pretty shaken up after you guys broke up.â
Yeah, right. What was there for him to be shaken up about? He broke up with you.
âAnd if you ask me,â he continued through puffs of his cigarette, âyouâre the best thing that ever happened to him.â
âIsnât he seeing someone like, twice our age?â
âNot anymore.â
A pregnant pause filled the air between the two of you as he handed you your phone back.
The conversation was becoming awkward, so Aegon tried to comfort you the only way he knew how.
âI know youâre stressed and all⊠do you, uhhh, want a bump?â
His question took you by surprise.
âA bump? Um, Iâm good, Aeg.. thanks.â
The blonde lifted his hands up in defeat.
âGood call, if you do go see Aemond, I doubt he would be happy about that.â
âIâm not going to see Aemond,â you answer flatly, hitting his arm lightly.
âWell, whatever or whoever you decide to do tonight I wish you luck!â he smirked, âbut, I know our mom would be thrilled if you started to come around again.â
âShe misses me?â you blurted out, the desperation clear in your voice.
âYeah,â Aegon shrugged, âwe all do.â He smiled as his large palm patted against your back before he made his way back inside the bar.
You stood in silence as you finished your cigarette, unsure of what to do when you received yet another text from Aemond. You responded with the first thing that came to your mind.
Have you been drinking?
No. Come over. I want to see you.
Your phone buzzed again, but this time it was a picture. A photo of his cat Vhagar. The elderly feline was sprawled out across his leather couch, the caption reading: âshe misses you too.â
She did not. She only ever liked Aemond.
Well, Iâve been drinking so⊠canât drive.
Where are you? Iâll come get you.
No. He couldnât. You couldnât risk Baela seeing, she would kill you.
Nah. Thatâs okay.
God, this conversation was going nowhere. Why were you entertaining him anyway?
Let me get you an Uber.
Buzz.
Please.
Gods, he was pushy.
Fine đ«
Once you found yourself back inside the bar, you decided to use that last shot of tequila as your reason to leave. You had said something along the lines of the mixture of liquors wasnât agreeing with you and that you were gonna head out. The girls were disappointed, but they understood. Baelaâs only condition is that you were sure to text her once you were home safe. You bid Jace and Cregan goodbye, and even agreed to go out for drinks with them again in the upcoming week.
As you sat in the backseat of the Uber, your palms filled with sweat and your heart raced as you made your way to the other side of the city to Aemondâs new apartment. You couldnât help but feel nervous, wondering how he might react and if this was the right decision. Your mind raced with thoughts and emotions, but you tried to stay composed as you you pulled up to the building.
Aemond was waiting outside the apartment complex for you. His expression was unreadable as he puffed on the last few drags of a cigarette, quickly flicking it to the ground and stomping it out so he could make his way over to you.
âHey,â he greeted, offering a shy smile before extending his arms out to hug you. âIâm glad you decided to come.â
His scent alone was intoxicating. A mixture of nicotine, spearmint toothpaste and musky cologne. Being in his embrace again had your head spinning, you felt as if your heart was going to beat out of your chest. It was almost as if the two of you never parted ways, like he never left. Damn him, you thought to yourself .
âWell, this is my new place,â he said as he opened the door to the lavish apartment. It was absolutely was stunning. Beautiful, mahogany cabinets and stainless steel appliances. The living room was spacious with high ceilings and a giant window that had an incredible view of the city. It was very Aemond-esque. It felt familiar, safe.
You spotted Vhagar on the dark green velvet couch in the center of the room.
You watched carefully as one of her eyes opened, she rose from her spot almost instantly once she spotted you. Making a beeline to Aemondâs bedroom.
âI thought you said she missed me?â you asked playfully.
"I may have lied," Aemond replied, giving you a shy smile.
An hour had gone by and you had spent the majority of it arguing with Aemond about your past. You listened to him attempt to apologize, explaining that it wasnât you, it was him. He made a mistake, heâs changed. You werenât having it, and yet, in the midst of it all, you had found yourself sitting so close to him you were almost on top of him. Mid sentence he had crashed his lips against yours. A rude interruption, for sure â but now, all bets were off.
The kiss was rough and intoxicating, a clash of teeth and tongue. He grazed your bottom lip with his teeth before sucking it into his mouth. Your head spun.
"More," you whispered against his lips, "I need more of you."
Aemond took no time to pick you up and carry you to his bedroom, as he placed you down on his bed gently. You feel his hands tearing off your clothes, striping you down to your underwear. Your heart raced with anticipation and desire. The intensity of his touch sent shivers down your spine. He lowered himself on top of you, reaching his arm up over his shoulder to remove his own shirt.
As he leant back down over you, his tongue trailed from your chin to your lips. A soft moan escaped your throat as he sucked on your lips, taking control of the kiss.
Arousal stirred inside you as he nipped down at your neck, licking and sucking until you arched your back under him, desperate for his touch.
âMissed me baby?â he teased, âbecause I sure missed youâ, his violet eye scanned over your body, blown with lust as he made his way down. His slim fingers ghosted along your stomach, then gripped harshly onto the meaty flesh of your thigh. Your legs parted, letting him know what you wanted. He didn't hesitate, pulling your underwear off with one swoop. Leaving you completely bare in front of him.
âI missed this pretty little pussy too, fuck,â he groaned before biting at your thighs just before lowering his head between them, licking a stripe up your slit. You bucked under him, pushing him harder against you, driving his face deeper into your center.
A low groan left your throat, his name falling from your lips as you tugged at his silver hair and held his face against you. His tongue circled around your clit, the small bud swollen from his attentions. His fingers found their way inside you, exploring your cunt.
His thumb replaced his tongue on your clit as he rubbed harsh figure eights against you. He continued to rub your clit harder. Your breathing quickened, and your body legs began to shake.
"Oh, thereâs my girl. You gonna cum for me?"
The combination of his words and a few more thrusts of his fingers made your mind go completely blank. Your ears rang, your vision blurred so much you had to squeeze your eyes shut, eventually seeing stars. Aemond finger fucked you through your orgasm as you soaked his hand.
You laid there for a moment, total blackness surrounding you until your Aemondâs calm voice brought you back to reality.
âHoly shit. You good baby?â
You nodded your head eagerly at him, âMore than okay.â
After giving you some more time to come down from your first orgasm, Aemond crawled on top of you, as he began to slowly drag his cock between your already swollen folds, swirling the tip in your wetness; almost pushing in, but not quite.
âAem,â you moaned, âplease, I need to feel you. All of you .â
âStill so needy, hm?â He teased as he buried his cock inside you to the hilt. You winced at the length of him.
âLittleeee bit of a stretch baby,â he said as he let you adjust to his size, âthere we go.â
"Oh.. Gods," you moaned. You forgot just how big Aemond was. The stretch was almost unbearable and yet, you craved more. You wrapped your legs around him, pulling him deeper into you.
He began to rock back and forth into you, pumping his cock in and out. The louder you moaned, the harder he pounded into you. Eventually, the head of his cock pressed against your cervix.
"Please, please don't stop," you begged. He began to pound into you harder and faster, the lewd sound of his balls slapping against your ass filled the room. You felt your second orgasm of the night building inside of you as he continued to fuck you.
"Oh, Gods! Aemond, please, youâre going to make me cum again,â you babbled as your orgasm ripped through you once more. Your cunt clenched around his length as the tip of his cock bullied the spongy spot inside you without mercy.
Your slick coated walls contracting around him was all it took for him to lose control. He let out a loud groan as he spilled himself inside you, filling you with his seed as he bit down hard on your neck.
âFuck,â he groaned as the aftermath of his own orgasm coursed through him, his cock still twitching inside of you. After placing a wet kiss on your cheek he positioned himself upright, placing a hand flat on the headboard behind you to help keep balance, he slowly pulled his cock out of you. You winced at the emptiness, a pool of warmth leaking out of your cunt and onto the bed sheets.
âOh, shit. Here, let me help clean you up.â
As you came down from your high, you also came to your senses. No. Him cleaning you up would be too intimate of an act â as if he wasnât just buried inside of you.
âNo, Aem. Itâs fine, I need to go to the bathroom anyway.â
He shrugged, âthere are washcloths under the sink if you need one.â
Your heart sank as the bathroom door shut. A red lacy bra, that definitely didnât belong to you was slung over the door handle. Memories of your past relationship came flooding back, along with feelings of sadness and regret. You couldnât help but wonder who the bra belongs to, your first thought was that older professor. It's a painful reminder that not only had Aemond had not changed at all, he also just took advantage of you.
This was definitely a bad idea.
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YOU ARE MARRIED!!??3
Part 2
It's been a week since Ellie arrived at the manor. All the guests from the night of Ellie's arrival had already returned by that night. And so far, they haven't managed to pry open any more information about their brother-in-law from Ellie that they already didn't know of.
Currently, Ellie is sitting in the living room drawing on her green notebook while eating fruit snacks that Alfred prepares. Cass is watching over her, occasionally asking her what she is drawing.
Except for Cass and Alfred, everyone else is either at work or at school. Suddenly, a portal opens and comes out Cujo with a bag that has Ellie's name on it. So far, Cujo has been delivering Ellie's essential almost everyday for the past week. Whenever Ellie or Cass ask him about Danny, Cujo just shakes his head meaning either he doesn't know or he can't tell them.
Cujo also never stays for long and just jumps away whenever his delivery is done. But to their surprise, Cujo is not alone today. A woman in punk clothing and blue flaming hair follows after Cujo holding a guitar in her hand. Ellie perks up when she sees Ember coming out of the portal.
Ellie: Aunt Ember!
Ember: Hey Ellie. How are you doing? I assume you have been eating well.
Ellie: Yes! Everyone is so nice. Alfred always brings me snacks if I want to and grandpa Bruce buys me a lot of things.
Ember: Good good. I'm just here to say hi and check up on you. Your papa has been worrying a lot since he sent you here.
Ellie: Aunt Ember, when will papa finish his job? I miss him.
Ember: I don't know but for now you stay with your mama, okay? I will tell your papa to deal with his job quicker.
Ellie: Okay. :(
Ember then turns towards Cass and smiles at her.
Ember: Hey Cass. I'm Ember. Danny's friend. Sorry about the late greetings.
Cass: It's fine. About Danny, can I know what his job actually is?
Ember: Errmm, it's not that I don't want to tell. It's just I feel like you should ask him directly since even I don't know what his actual job is. Usually, Clockwork just calls him and off him go to wherever or whenever he sends him.
Cass: I see. But can I know if he is okay?
Ember: As far as I can tell, he is fine. Clockwork hasn't asked any of us for back up yet, so his mission is probably going well.
Suddenly, Bruce enters the living room seeing Ember and Cass talking.
Bruce: Why hello there miss. How can I help you?
Ember: *Stares*
Bruce: Errmm, miss?
Ember: You are that guy that got sent back and forth in time wasn't it? I remember your face from one of Danny's missions.
Bruce: What?
Ember: Yeah. You are Bruce Wayne, right? The Batman.
Bruce: How do you know about me?
Ember: It's not hard when your bestfriend is the one that helps one of his favorite heroes to escape forced time travel.
Bruce: Danny helps me back then?
Ember: Yeah. But at that time, he was mostly chasing after Plasmius. It is a coincidence he met you so he sent you back home first before he continued chasing Plasmius.
Cass: This Plasmius guy, how dangerous is he?
Ember: Ehh, depends on his sanity to be honest. One day, he might come to just fight you, another day he might try to release an interdimensional tyrant from his long slumber. So it's really random.
Cass: And this time?
Ember: Oh did Ellie tell you they are chasing Plasmius? I don't actually know what he is planning this time. Clockwork is being his cryptid ass again and not telling the whole story.
Bruce: Is this Clockwork safe?
Ember: Well, he is okay. I think he adopted Danny at one point so you could call him his adopted parents. But Danny also has real parents so there is that. Overall, he wouldn't allow any significant harm to fall onto Danny or anyone close to him unless he knows that is the best solution possible.
Ember: Oh well, I need to go now. Have a concert to attend to. Bye Ellie.
Ellie: Bye Aunt Ember! Bye Cujo!
Cujo gives out a bark and opens a portal. Both of them enter the portal and disappear from the living room. Bruce has that serious calculating look on his face while Cass just takes everything and processes them. She trusts his husband's judgement. And since she is with Cujo and Danny trusts Cujo, that means whoever Ember is, she is probably a friend.
Bruce goes to his study to enter the Batcave, while Cass and Ellie continue playing in the living room.
-Somewhere else-
A young man with white hair and black and white hazmat suit is flying across an urban city as he chases after a vampire-like older man that is holding a bracelet giving off a green light.
Danny: Give me the bracelet, Plasmius!
Plasmius: You gotta take it from my own hand, little badger!
Danny shoots an ecto beam towards Plasmius as he dodges the attack coming from Danny. Danny being agitated, tries to fly faster but he is already going as fast as he can.
'I wish I could just appear in front of him.'
Suddenly, Danny's vision goes black and when his vision comes again, he sees Plasmius rushing to him. Plasmius is shocked to see Danny suddenly in front of him and tries to maneuver away from him, but at such close distance, there is no way for him to outrun Danny.
Catching his wrist, Danny puts a collar that Clockwork specifically made for Plasmius. Plasmius turns back into a human and if not for Danny holding his wrist, would have fallen down from the sky.
Danny, seeing Plasmius unconscious, processes what just happened. Did he just teleport? How? He doesn't even know how to open a portal. He kind of just wishes it and it happened.
A green portal appears in front of him, cutting off his thoughts. Danny sighs as he doesn't even know what is going on. He should probably return first and ask Clockwork what is happening.
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5H Placements and It's Related Notes đ«¶đ©·đ«Ł
(These observations are based on the whole sign system, sidereal charts and all obs are subject to change with other aspects in the chart, so don't conclude anything with a single placement, take whatever that resonates and leave the rest,hope you enjoy giving it a read, take it lightly!) â€
This post includes the topics:
Planets in 5H, 5H placements who should be careful with gambling and addictions, 5H Planets and Children (Part 1) and BONUS POINTS
(I'm glad to make a post after a long time but I swear I felt extremely tired and half slept through it lol, so if u notice any English mistakes, look past it lmfao đ€Łđ€Łđ« )
Let's start with planets in 5H:
5H SUN - Late pregnancy can be seen, either by their own decision or medical condition. Even if the sun is exalted, 5H suns are prone to argue and have difference of opinions with their father and the same could happen to them with their children, kids might be rebellious. Can be advantageous in terms of landing govt jobs. If u r in medical field, this placement can bring fame. They won't hesitate to do anything that makes them happy, they're adamant and stringent in pursuing the things they like, even in love, they might like the chase but also feel like their ego is hurt if the love is not reciprocal.đ§Ąđ§Ąđ§Ą
5H MOON - They can be constantly thinking abt real estate, buying lands, generally constant thinking abt future.They have this urge to succeed in arts, fine arts and literary industry. Can be interested in agriculture, in this generation, they can be the ppl who like to have indoor plants or do terrace gardening as hobby.đ©”đ©”đ©”
5H MARS - The multi-talented, independent, cool person in ur neighborhood. They have the enthusiasm to learn new things everyday, they hate to say 'idk', instead they put much efforts to learn various things.They don't get demotivated after failures or give up, the tendency to fight it all until the end can be seen. The downside is that in a love relationship, they might take hasty decisions on both entering and leaving a relationship.â„ïžâ„ïžâ„ïž
5H MERCURY - Jack of all trades, the difference between mars and mercury here is that mars puts hardwork to learn many things but mercury playfully masters educational knowledge and extracurricular. That one internet kid explaining physics equations and painting like a pro at 7yrs oldđ„Č They actually enjoy doing it, likes to feel intelligent for the love of the knowledge and not for fame or ego boosting. As kids, they could've been the ones showing magic tricks to other kids at school đđ They're great at performing magic tricks as mercury is a playfully cunning planet.đđđ
5H SATURN - They might feel competitive with relatives, that feeling to become the best in their family will always be there. They would want to provide a luxurious life for their kids but feel bad or blame themselves if they couldn't do that. They are introverted and have hard time involving in leisurely enjoyments, so they can be seen as a boring or a very serious personality among their friends. They focus only on their own family and constrict their other circles, whether it be interacting with neighbors, friends, colleagues etc, they could be the type to go to office and come back straight home everyday religiously. A point to remember is to not expect too much from children and be satisfied with your old age life with them w/o having any expectation, whether it be materialistic or emotional needs, depending on yourself is the key.đđđ
5H VENUS - Lovely person, period. They are the people who always seem to be happy and try to make others happy too. Women with this placement have the girl's girl type of friendships where the girls are truly by their side. Can be known for their perfume like a signature or use a generous amount of fragrances like their life depends on it. The downside is to be careful in love relationships, this can give multiple relationships if Jupiter or 7H lord is not aspecting it. They could change hairstyles, dressing sense frequently, even updating the next model of their mobile phone even when it's perfectly working. Even if they're not rich or couldn't afford the rich stuff they like, they would still buy things that atleast appears rich, the end note is that they like to display their refined taste. Their hidden secret could be that in one point of time, they could've had an obsessive crush on a person with huge age gap or in a taboo type of relationship.đ©·đ©·đ©·
5H RAHU - That one person who never listens, they question each and everything earning angry response from their parents or authoritative ppl but they really don't understand why other ppl are getting upset bcoz they will be lyk, 'What happened? I just wanted to know whyđ« ' but others might feel lyk they just like to oppose every little thing deliberately w/o much reason. If you have this placement and feel like you've to keep your relationship a secret, then it's definitely a bad relationship for you, it might be a forbidden fruit. We all would've done few things that we hide from our parents but this placement can enlarge that list, their parents just don't know abt a lot of hidden things they might do, this doesn't mean they're doing some criminal activity, this just means that their household can be traditional or strict and they could do some outrageous things that won't sit well with their parents.They might question religious practices, traditions and God, if this rahu gets lots of aspects from others, this could also develop into a God complex personality.đ€đ€đ€
5H KETU - The recurring but less spoken part abt this placement is the fate of easily getting caught for their mistakes, they would feel lyk their friends are doing much more errors but they're escaping, but this person gets caught red handed. Hence refrain from saying lies, gossiping or deliberately committing any mistake bcoz ur name will come up in speakers while those with u would get away with itđ đđ„Č Don't think my friends are here, we're doing it together, if something goes wrong, you would become the one carrying the blame, so be cautious and do a favor to exclude yourself from circles who drive you in wrong ways, doesn't matter even if it's just a minor thing. Even though you are generally a reserved person, problematic men would come to you in the disguise of matching your taste, they could look like they're matching your taste but like a serpent, after their skin sheds, they would become a different person who can damage ur very idea of luv (this is not to scare u, this is a friendly reminder to be cautious of chameleon like ppl when entering relationships). There's another point to remember, u would find it difficult to differentiate between good and bad ppl, so even if a good person approaches, you would lose them or upset them tremendously due to ur suspicious nature, you could question them a lot, asking for constant reassurance to the point of frustration. The good side of this placement is being talented in occult sciences and deep thinking ability, the tendency to pick up a thing and learn abt it from the roots. They would be blessed by ancestral God, praying in their ancestral temple often will be beneficial.đ©¶đ©¶đ©¶
5H JUPITER - 9th aspect of Jupiter falls on ascendant, hence they would be religious, have optimistic outlook on life, even though they're lucky, they themselves wouldn't trust in it, they r the type of ppl who think their own hardwork will get them to great heights. Even if this 5H Jupiter is debilitated, since he aspects and strengthens the ascendant, all ill effects can be overcome by this person, they have an unwavering strong personality to do so. They've taken this birth to enjoy the fruits of their past lifetime, so simply refraining from damaging distractions would keep them lucky in all endeavours.đđđ
(I know that I wrote very less for some planets above and more for others but it's just how my brain worked in the moment, I'll reblog and let u know if I add more or write extra about the less written placements in another post đ„șđ©·)
5H placements who shouldn't be involved in gambling/sharemarket or any games that revolves around the concept of luck/guesses and be careful with any type of addictions or relationship with wrong ppl:
Saturn, mars, rahu, ketu, waning moon in 5H
5H sun (only) if in conj. with the above mentioned planets.
5H lord is Saturn or Mars and it is exalted.
5H lord conjunct with a debilitated planet or itself being debilitated.
5H- Pregnancy and Childrenđ„čđ©·:
5H SUN - Your children might want to get out of your embrace pretty soon, they want to fly high, go out and explore this world when you're not ready to let them go from ur grip. They could argue with you about how they want to be more expressive and enjoy everything life has to offer, u want the same for them but the sun being your natural soul significator, it feels like you're letting go a part of ur soul. Your child could be a natural leader, a sunshine in disguise. You can conceive late, you could enjoy lots of lovemaking sessions but the number of children can be less, mostly one or two, if two, the elder child will assert their dominance to the younger one, doesn't mean they would rule over them but they'll definitely show that they're the elder one and demand respect, but on the other hand, they're protective of their younger sibling too.â€ïžâđ„â€ïžâđ„â€ïžâđ„
5H MOON - If u r a woman having this placement, learn to say NO and discuss about pregnancies, whether you want another baby or not. Eventhough this is a nice placement, later it can sometimes manifest into being treated as a baby making machine with or without being realized, so be ready to question yourself whether YOU want it. These mommies can be very affectionate and want more babies but learn to consciously differentiate between whether you love the act or you really want to raise babies as 5H being house of romance and lovemaking too, don't mix both in an emotional entanglement. Waxing moon will give smooth and normal delivery, waning moon can give some difficulties but probability of normal delivery can be high. You can have a loving relationship with your children, they can be homebodies too, the children can prefer the cozy home environment where you create a loving atmosphere. You can have more number of children, possibly many females or the first one being a girl baby.đ„čđ«¶đ
5H VENUS - Your children could be a pain in the ass if you aren't well settled but this placement it is highly unlikely that you don't accumulate wealth over time. With this, you yourself will be bling-bling, you would double that for your child. This can manifest into you matching outfits, handbags, coolers and hairbands with your kid. During pregnancy itself, you could buy a lot of things beforehand for the arrival of the kid (which is common) but the things you buy might be overboard. These ppl are also prone to feeling inferior about how your body changes after childbirth, can do mommy makeover. You could expect lots of gift giving love language from your partner during pregnancy, on the downside, refrain using pregnancy or the child as a point to demand any luxuries from spouse. As venus aspects 11H, you could especially buy a car after first child. Possibility of female children is more.đđ„°đ„°
5H MERCURY - Your children could be the type to recite about how their day was as soon as they come to you from school, as this would be the type of atmosphere you would've created. You would've established a safe and open communication space for your children where they feel comfortable with sharing. One thing you should remember is, when ur child says something to u alone and lets u know that they don't want u to tell it to the other parent, either you don't tell or share it with ur partner w/o ur child's knowledge according to whatever ur parenting technique is, but the point is to NOT betray ur child's trust when they TELL something bcoz u would be a person who has an amazing communication with ur partner too, u might be lyk besties gossiping together, this could make the child feel like you're not on their team or u and ur partner exclude them (which can be hilarious but it's a CHILD). U can have an equal number of male and female children but the gender of the first baby can be guessed here based on the aspects 5H receives.đđ€âš
5H MARS - Your children will try to take care of u in their own way but don't do the parenting mistake of ordering them around, definitely not gonna work out here, it's either their way or highway. Number of children might be less, one or two male progeny can be present. More possibilities of delivery being medically assisted, even if it's not c-section, some medical assistance could be given to help. Your child can mirror you a lot, if you get frustrated and throw your phone, they might do the same bcoz they actively pick up patterns and copy them enthusiastically (all kids do that to an extent but with this placement, ur kid can be alert in taking in the environment shaping their behaviour). As a child, ur kid can be competitive but can be very anxious too, the nervous energy will be high if mercury is making aspect or conjunct, teach them calming exercises and encourage. You could be the mom who's fit even after a delivery, santoor mummy. On the downside, remember to not fight with your partner excessively infront of kid as 5H mars is a love-hate relationship, just every aspect of romance including the act and arguments everything is explosive, it can result in your kid disrespecting your partner.đ«¶đžđ
(I'll write the remaining planets in this list in the new post or add it here and reblog, I just got too tired, periods suck I swear đ« đđ€đ©”)
EDIT: Find the remaining planets here! đ„łâ€ïžâđ„
BONUS POINTS FOR TODAY:
5H Placements who have the ability to guess what's gonna happen in the near future and protect themselves & their loved ones from unfavorable events are---
5H stellium, many planets in 5H lord's nakshatra, 5H lord exalted, 5H ketu đ„łđ„° (Fire ascendants to an extent if their 5H lord is not debilitated)â€ïžâđ„
Even though Jupiter is male planet, if it's in 5H, the person has higher chances of having more number of female children but incase of aspects, if Jupiter aspects your 5H, higher chances of male children is present. This is an exception when it comes to 5H being putra sthan and possible gender of babies guessed based on the gender of the planet present there.đ„łâšâ„ïž
NOTE: I'll make another post for ppl who have empty 5H, on how to interpret 5H themes based on their 5H lord placement and aspects, this post is focused on having planets in 5H đ©·đ«Ł
That's all for now sweeties, hope u liked it! đ©·đ©”
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Why does she give a damn about me? | Spencer Reid x Reader
cutesy, cheesy fluff
In wich Spencer thinks reader is out of his league but she could not be more into him.
Content: Garcia is a queen as always, sunshine!reader
Warnings: Maybe some light lack of self steem from spence, but nothing crazy!!
He was used to it at this point. Being the weird kid in high school and college, Spencer never really expected anyone to be into him and, after being rejected a couple of times, he had practically closed himself off in that sense. But then, you came into the picture.
You are one of those girls that everyone seemed to gravitate toward, not only because of your beauty but because of your essence. You were genuinely kind, smart and good with people in a way he wished he was, maybe thatâs why he was so drawn to you, you had all the qualities he wished he had and being close to you made him feel complete.
Needless to say that he was in love with you, it had started as an admiration and when he realized he was thinking about you all the time, but he was sure you would never be into guys like him, he was sure youâd never see him as more than friends.
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You had joined the team a few years ago, you were excited to finally be doing what you really wanted when you joined the BAU, going out in the field and being on cases instead of just working a desk job all the time. When you first met the team, everyone seemed very welcoming but you felt yourself especially drawn to Spencer out of all people, at first he seemed distant but with time you noticed how sweet he was and how much he cared for everyone around him and god that man was so funny, you loved his weird science jokes and his magic tricks. How were you supposed to not fall in love with him? You asked yourself that question every time he brought you coffee in the morning or went on his rambles about some random thing.
After a particularly intense inquiry from a very drunk Garcia in one of the girls' nights she organized at her home, you told her your feelings for Reid and she made you swear you would act on it.
âGarcia, I'm not confessing. He's not into me like that, iâll just ruin our friendshipâ
âOh honey, he practically kisses the floor you walk in, he follows you around the office like a lost puppy and practically kills any officer that dares to be the tiniest bit mean to you. Thereâs no way heâs not into you, at least try pretty pleaseâ She says, doing puppy eyes at you. Garcia took her job as a cupid very seriously and was not going to let this be her first fail.
âAlright, iâll try but if he ends up hating me youâll have to bake me cookies everyday until i dieâ You say rolling your eyes and finishing your glass of wine.
âOhhh iâll be cooking cookies for you guys wedding!â
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So, here you are holding his favorite order from the local coffee shop and gathering the courage to press the button to the elevator
âHey are you fine?â A familiar voice calls you, when you turn around its spencer.. Great, guess youâll have to do this right now
âOh hi yeah, I was just um⊠meditatingâ
âDid you know meditanting has been proven to increase your memory and is also great for reducing anxiety. I really should start doing it, what method do you use?â Spencer says while pressing the button to the elevator
âUmmm breath in, breath out i thinkâ You say, unsure how to respond
âThat's actually one of the best ways as it oxygenates your brain and helps it work better, it can also help you feel more calm since deep breathing activates the parasympathetic nervous system that sends a signal to your brain to tell the anxious part that you're safe and don't need to use the fight, flight responseâ He says, doing the little smile and head nod thing he always does after info dumping.
You smile back at him, as you both enter the elevator and press the button to the BAU floor.
âI brought you somethingâ You say, handing him the coffee shop bag
He opens it and smiles at you âI canât believe you remembered my favorites, thank you so muchâ You love that smile so much, all you can think about is how perfect he is and how thereâs no way you can continue on without dating this man.
âActually, I need to tell you something spence⊠I was thinking, maybe we could go out together as like, a date or somethingâ You say, already blushing from the embarrassment you felt and how scared you were that he did not reciprocate the feelings.
âReally? Of course i want, to be honest iâve wanted to ask you to be honest but i thought youâd never see me like thatâ
âAre you kidding me spencer? Iâve had a crush on you since we first meetâ
The elevator gets to the office, and you both walk in blushing and joking about how you two were so blind to each other's feelings. As you get in, garcia passes by you two stopping to stare
âThereâs something happening hereâŠâ She says, pointing between you two and pressing her eyes together as if sheâs profiling you two
âI asked him outâ
âOh my god finally, you see? Iâm always right, I donât even need to ask what he said, look at Reid, heâs glowing, ohh iâm so happyâ She says, walking out to probably tell the news to everyone on the team.
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Your Puppy Siren!: When a Siren becomes a House Husband
PART TWO
NSFW
Obviously, when Baby got his legs, you couldn't just abandon him. You weren't sure exactly what was next for the two of you,, so you took it one step of a time. Baby had an issue with that, as balance wasn't necessarily a skill he could magic up with his oceanic enchantments.
He leaned on you the whole way home, taking jerky steps through the grasses.
When you showed him around the house, and the first thing he did was ask where you slept. You had shown him your bedroom and he immediately made himself comfortable about the blankets and pillows. You set him up with a copy of âThe Lion, The Witch, and the Wardrobeâ, before going to make him dinner: mild Japanese curry.Â
It was mostly vegetables, as you had only had a few ounces of ground beef left, but you hoped his stomach was as human as his now legs. His whole body had changed, leaving him now almost albino pale, with large dark eyes that were still a bit too big for his human face.
When you went to walk him to the dining room table, you found him standing, holding the book to the ceiling as he read. He was leaning back and forth on each foot, as if the movement kept him upright. Perhaps he still had his sea legs under all that new skin.Â
He still needed your help to get to the table but his steps were more sure now. He ate the food happily, making sure to compliment you whenever possible. On the way back to your room, Baby could now keep his balance as he went. The first thing he did was gather as many pillows and blankets as he could from the living room, before leading you by the hand to your room, and arranging them further on the bed.
âDo you like it?â He asked, eyes eager. It had never occurred to you that Sirens may nest, but you took it in stride.
âIt looks very warm.â you apeased, tired.Â
Sleeping on the nest didn't go as bad as you thought, but Baby had been a bit confused when you had tucked a blanket around the two of you
âIt's to keep us warm.âÂ
He had responded by pulling you to his arms and wrapping his legs around you.
âI can do that just fine.â He beamed. You laughed and let him hold you as you fell asleep. You could figure out Baby's fate tommorrow.
You had always pushed off the deciding of Baby's fate to tommorrow. You couldn't face it. Going to your part time job, then nursing school had been difficult for you. You were exhausted everyday you came back home.
Baby made himself as useful as he could. You had taught him some of the basics of cleaning the house. He had seemed somewhat confused by the idea of cleaning, but he took it upon himself to make sure the place was gleaming when you got home. You had taken him to the library a day after his legs sprung up, and he had carried home a pile of books, one of them being âMartha Stawarts Complete Guide to Housekeepingâ.
 You hadn't resided in the place long, but places you hadn't even realized were dirty were suddenly sparkling and smelling lightly of lavender and orange peels.Â
He had also brought home a whole pile of fish. It seemed that he could now shift his form back and forth at will. You remember coming home, sweat covered and in need of ibuprofen, when you found a pile of fish on the kitchen table. He had looked so proud if himself.
âWe can keep them all in the freezer! What a useful device!â
You had gently taken his arms in hand and explained that humans weren't able to eat fish whole like sirens could. They had to be stripped of their scales and deboned. He seemed a bit tired by this, yet another a strange human quirk, but had taken it in stride. Per his request you had set him up with an instructional video on the subject.Â
He seemed to catch on pretty quickly, the only difference was that rather than using a sharp knife, he had preferred to use his talon like nails. They were retractable, he clarified later, and arguing they were cleaner than any knife when you had demanded he washed his hands before working.
âThey will only get dirty again anyway!â He had argued, one of the few times he had ever done anything but smile at you. The concept of germs was met with raised eyebrows and apprehension.Â
For the first time in your life, you gave him âthe lookâ. As this seemed to be a communication move that spanned species, he gave in, washing his talons? Claws? Before going back to his work.
A silent system had begun to flesh itself out. You brought home the money and groceries, and did most of the cooking, he did everything else. And anything you asked of him. Which wasn't much, but he became more and more useful by the day.Â
You couldn't help but feel a bit proud for Baby. The more you learned about him and Siren Life the more different the two of you seemed. But he had been adjusting so well, you almost didn't have to worry about him. Plus, it was hard to be mad at someone who made a point of taking care of you, like he did.Â
He gave you shoulder messages, microwaved old dinners when you didn't feel like eating. Hed shush you, and sometimes carry you to bed, petting your hair and singing you to sleep everytime everything felt like too much. And that was often.Â
It had been a week since he had taken up shop in your bedroom, and reality reared its big fat head like a snake. You had been whisked away to bed, and instead of cooing at you and humming that impossibly sweet voice of his, he had started to nibble on the side of your neck, hands reaching towards your pajama shorts. His tongue felt so incredibly good, and his touch was like silk, but you knew where this would leave.
âStop. We don't have any protection.â
He had frozen and blinked at you, expression changing to the barely concealed mask of an adult trying to not laugh at a child's sudden declaration.
âIf I sense any danger, I will deal with it immediately. Now come hereâŠâ His voice grew husky. You trailed back.
âI know we haven't talked about this before but what if⊠well you're a human so im not sure if it'll be the same but⊠I can't get pregnant. I don't know if it works the old fashion way or you might lay eggs in me or something but⊠we need to be careful.â
He was still smiling but he was biting his lip. âWhile I DO lay eggs, that part of me hasn't changed, I don't understand why it would be an issue. I am your husband, after all, shouldn't it be normal to have children at some point?â
âH-husband? Why do you think you're my husband?â
Babys face changed, the closest you had ever seen him get to upset. âWe mated, we share a nest, how am I NOT your husband?â
âWe had sex, yeah, but we didn't get married. Do Sirens mate for life? Is that why you think this?âÂ
His expression grew animated and confused.
âSirens do not mate for life, we have breeding seasons. But Humans mate for life, do they not? Why do you think I have been doing all this? I mean, I even made you a nest and you slept with me in it! How much more is their to a human marriage ritual?âÂ
You stared at him, the realization dawning. You slowly put your hand over his and arranged your expression to one of patience.
âHumans used to mate for life. But ita a bit different now. We can have sex, even spend years courting before we agree to marry.â
Baby just stared at you, his confusion and anger turning to one of hurt.
âB-but what does that mean? I told you, I love you. I want to be with you.â He leaned forward tears starting to glisten at the corner of his eyes.
âI wanted a life with you. I threw my old life away the moment I got these legs. I have no idea where my pod is now, I can not return to them. I do not wish to return. I want to stay here, with you and be your mate.â He nuzzled his nose against yours and then took your cheeks in his hand. He gazed into your eyes, filled with longing.
âI may be new to being your partner; at being Human too. But I will do whatever you ask of me. Please. Be mine?âÂ
He started to kiss your forehead. Then your eyes. Then your cheeks. His gaze strayed to your lips and he whined out, full blown tears now streaming from his eyes.Â
âI'll be so good. So good for you.âÂ
Your heart went out to him. You had to admit, life had gotten so much easier to bear since he had entered it. No one could make you laugh like he could, could make you as curious as he could, could kiss you like he could.Â
You thought about it. Genuinely thought about it. You had a job, and nursing would pay you enough to pay for both of your lives once you started. You'd have to teach him how to properly navigate human society but he was so smart and charming, you were sure he would do so well. You came up with so many reasons why it could be doable, but the most important one was you didn't want to let him go.
âIt'll be really hard for you. Are you sure you want this?â You whispered. âWant⊠me? You could spend the rest of your life sharing your season with mate after mate. Are you sure you would want to spend the rest of your days with me?â
He looked at you with intensity, the light finally dawning across his features.Â
âIt will always be you.â And then he was on you. Was kissing you.
He was quick to take off your clothes, and did the same. His mouth was hot and needy, the feeling of his tongue in your mouth being everything you could ever want. That was except for one or two other places.Â
As if he could read your mind, he grinned, pulling himself down to stare at your groin, fingers grasping, teasing and exploring every sensitive curve and crevice. Then he got to work with his mouth and you groaned, your core turning molten. You could hear the noises of his mouth on your flesh, and it made your cheeks overheat.Â
His tongue glided around you as he sucked with his full mouth, making you shake and jerk under him. He made sure to pin you down with his hands now, before he started to trill and sing around you.
You chocked, pushing your hips up against his big string hands, which were now a mix of grey and white. It seems he had been riled up to, as his form was caught halfway between human and Siren. It was a new sight and he was absolutely gorgeous and one long note made you crash over the edge, toes and fingers curling.Â
The whole time his eyes were on you, gauging your reaction. He continued to auck you through the high but now started clawing at your entrance, circling slick little shapes. He seemed to take great joy in this, teasing your ache, before he plunged his fingers in making you choke and sigh all at once. When he was certain the area was worked enough, he gave you big puppy dog eyes.Â
âCan I be yours again?â He whispered huskies slowing the rate of his fingers. You nodded and he pulled himself up, pumping his own cock a few times making sure it was properly slick. His cock was half transformed too. It was extremely veins and the ridges weren't as pronounced, but he was thicker. You licked your lips as you remembered how he felt inside you.
Aware that you were watching him he keened in pride. He then slowly inserted himself, pushing further and further until you took every inch of him. You gasped out and clawed at the sheets in pleasure as he pumped you, his own eyes glazing over as he unleashed low, pornagraphic moans. He was louder than he had ever been, snapping his hips into yours, fingers clutching deep into skin. He looked completely blissed out as he rocked himself into you, huffing and moaning.
âSound. So. Beautiful.â You breathed, knowing he was getting close. You could feel a heaviness now in the air. He wouldn't be able to help it. He'd be so drunk he'd use that song of his and you'd cum and cum for him until he was too far in exctasy to make any noise. And you were right.
You could tell he was holding it in. But he couldn't help but hum out, a song that seemed to cup and penatrate your very soul, making your entire mind stuffy and silly. You didn't want him to stop, going over the edge as another one of his moans turned into a full blown note. He kept bucking into you, skin slapping skin, as he keened and hummed and sang out for you. He wanted you to feel good. Wanted you to cum and feel good only for him. Because you were his.
When you felt his cum splash inside you it was warm, and more sludge like. It took a while to seep put of you. A comedic point in the back of your mind noted, âNo eggsâ.Â
He pulled himself to your side, pulling you tight to him. âCan⊠can I stay in you for a while?â He said it in a light begging tone. You nodded, a pulse of faraway pleasure as he pushed his soft dick inside you again. It felt nice, being one with him in this sweet comfortable moment.
You wanted to ask him about the magic, about the song and how for just a moment, it was like you could read his mind. But their was something so special about the moment, you didn't want to push him too far. Maybe next time, you could egg him on to use that power on you, to be completely encompassed by his pleasure and song.Â
âI know your tired, and we can wait but⊠can we do it again?â He pushed his nose to yours and traced it up and down, his eyes watery and begging. You could feel his dick twitch inside you.Â
âPlease just let me spoil you. It is our wedding night after allâŠâ
You had to stop yourself from correcting him. Tomorrow you would explain vows and wedding ceremony, but for now you'd just give in. But you had to admit, now a big piece of you belonged only to him.. So, in a way he had been right.
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Anatomy
Gojo x reader
18 + Youâre about to take one of the most important exams. Unfortunately you suck at your anatomy and need to learn the material fast. Luck for you Gojo is good at everything, not only that but heâs also a teacher. Soon you learn about his odd teaching techniques.
"I donât think Iâll be able to pass this test." You groan as you drink your coffee Shoko had bought you.
You were out with the two of your friends so they could cheer you up. As a healer you had to go the health care route in your studies but it wasnât so simple.
"Why donât you just cheat? Shoko is cheating!" Gojo looks at her before returning his gaze back at you.
You let out a deep sign as you slouch in your chair.
Just because sheâs cheating doesnât mean you should too. Sheâs had some good memory so it was easy to learn everything for her. Unlike you who had to actually go study for it.
Shoko said she would help you cheat through the homework, quizzes, project but you where on your own for the final exam. If you wanted to graduate at the same time as her then you would have to ace this anatomy exam tomorrow.
You felt too scared to cheat. What if you were caught? You would be academically expelled!
You groan loudly before looking up at your friends who had worried expressions.
"How bad do you guys think Iâm going to do?" You ask.
"Fail"
"Youâll be fine"
They both said at the same time. Shoko elbows Gojo and then proceeds to grab your hands.
"Just study hard. I would love to help but I have a mission to go on butâŠ" she turns to look at Gojo who was biting his biscuit. "But Gojo here is a teacher now."
Ah right, that moron did take up a teaching job right after graduating. Now that you think about it Shoko might be right. Heâs a teacher! His job is to teach material to students. He could help you learn everything you need to. Not only that but he was good at everything he did, he would be able to learn everything in no time.
"Gojo you have to teach me!" You say with a pleading look.
"Haha, right as if you would want to learn anything from me. Donât you two always make fun of me? Saying Iâll be a horrible teacher and whatnot."
Both of you glare at him.
"Ah, your serious I see.,." He says confused yet surprised.
â-
He was taking his sweet time looking over your text book. Giggling over a few certain pages before slamming the book shut.
You lift your head up from the couches arm.
"Alright I got everything down. Do you want to start with the bones or muscles?"
Gojo decided that the best place to study was in the comfort of his own home. You had protested by saying a library or coffee shop would be better because it would motivate you more.
He then proceeded to call you delusional and dragged you to his place.
Itâs not like you havenât been here before. You all used to hang out here almost everyday during high school. Now he was too busy working while you and Shoko were busy at school trying to get a masters degree.
"Bones"
You figured out really soon that his teaching techniques were quite odd.
Wack
"Ow! What was that for?!" You say as you rub your thigh.
Did he really just hit you with his arm?
"Where did I hit you?" He asks.
"My thigh you idio-"
"Wrong, tell me the name of the bone."
Ah, of course. You sigh as you tell him that he hit your femur with his ulna.
Wack, wack
Thatâs how studying went for a while. Eventually he would speed up the process by going faster and by hitting multiple spots at once. At the end you felt so sore.
You laid sprawled out on the floor as an ice bag rested on your rib cage.
At this point five long hours had gone by. Thankfully you had learned all the skeletal bones in the body but it was taking longer than you initially expected it to. If you guys keep on like this then it would take you forever to learn the muscles.
"You look so defeated already." Gojo said amused as you laid still.
"This is just harder than I thought it was going to be. Donât you have a different way of learning anatomy without hurting me?" You ask.
You saw his mouth turn into a wide grin before he squatted down.
"I do have a different way but I feel like youâd dislike it." He smiles.
"I Dont care, I just need to learn the muscles in two hours!" You say looking at the clock.
"Letâs put consequences, people are prone to make less mistakes and to try harder if thereâs a punishment."
You roll your eyes.
The exam was early in the morning and you needed all the rest you could get. He was just wasting time at this point. You sigh and just go along with his nonsense.
He grabs your hand and pulls you up so you could sit. He then sat across from you and took his mask off from his face.
He must finally be taking this seriously. Grabbing your hand once again he pulls your index finger and puts it on his cheek.
This was the exact same method, just with no pain involved.
"Masseter"
Then he dragged your finger to his temple.
"Temporalis"
You watch as he squints his eyes at you and looks at you suspiciously.
"I thought you needed help. Seems like you have it down."
"I obviously know a few things. For example the obvious ones like biceps. I know everything above the neck too."
He sits there in his thoughts for a moment before grabbing your hand again.
He slowly unfolded your hand and brought it to his chest. It surprised you for a second but you quickly remembered why he was doing this.
"Breast."
The both of you look at each other for a solid second. Holding eye contact before he suddenly burst out laughing. He had to catch his breath before correcting you.
"Pectoralis major"
Right⊠you would have totally gotten that right if it wearing for him doing such a thing.
You repeat the answer under your breath as he moves your hand once again.
This time itâs was his abs.
You swallow hands as he runs your hands over them. He wore a tight black shirt making it feel like it was his real skin. You could tell he was watching you carefully. Trying to read the facial expressions you were making. He was enjoying thisâŠ
You could concentrate at all. You had the answer on the tip of your tongue but it would spill out.
He kept running your hand up and down
"Youâre taking too long y/n, the answer is recuts abdominus. We can come back to it later. Shall I give you a hard one?" He asks.
Maybe this was enough for today. Clearly he was toying with you and you had no time for such thing. Once you get home youâre going to study till midnight.
He moved your hand before you could tell him the study session was over.
It took you a moment to realize what you where not touching and it was indeed hard.
You jolt as he squeezed your hand around his length.
Donât think about it.
Donât think about it.
Donât think about it.
Just answer the stupid question and be over with his games.
"Your small penis"
He glareâs at you as he runs your hand up and down his shaft.
"You know well this isnât small."
You turn to look away from him so he wouldnât see your cheeks turning pink. You could feel how it twitched under your touch, how it was pulsing begging to be let out. Begging for any sort of attention. Something you werenât willing to give so easily.
"Anyways youâre wrong. A penis isnât a muscle."
Huh?
"Itâs not?! But you can move it right?"
Gojo for some reason took this as in invitation to unbutton his pants and to spring it out. You didnât know whether to look away or take this as a learning observation.
Learning! Youâre doing this to learn about the human anatomy! You hum in your head.
Averting your eyes down you see it. That wide long monstrous thing. How could that possibly fit inside of anyone?! Who would even want to sleep with him?
He moved it somehow. You watched it move up and down slowly.
"Thatâs two answers wrong in a row y/n" he coos.
Right. The punishment.
"So what are you going to make me do? Run laps? push-ups? Your chores?"
"No itâs something even better. Not only will this benefit me but itâs also going to make you learn a bit faster hopefully." He says.
Grabbing your leg he drags you towards him. You yelp at the sudden surprise. You knew he was a hundred times stronger than you so you didnât bother to fight back. You watched him carefully as he climbed over you. His hair dangling over you.
He leans in slowly into your ear and whispered six words.
"Iâm going to put it in."
Your breath hitches as you pushed him back.
This man was trying to kill you! Thereâs no way, absolutely no way that was going to fit in you at all! Of course youâve had your fare share of men in you but nothing this big.
You shake your head repeatedly at him.
"You scared? Donât worry Iâll be nice and careful. Iâll even let you stop me from moving if you answer my questions right." Gojo moves your hair to the back of your ear.
He ran his thumb over your temple in circles trying to sooth you.
All you had to do was get the answer correct right? Youâll just get them all right so he wonât even be able to enter you.
You feel as his hands run over your waist. His cold hands touching your sensitive skin before he gripped your bottoms and yanked them down. Your hands quickly go down to hide everything but he was quick to grab both of your wrist with one hand.
"Youâre tempting me to just ram into you if you keep squirming like that."
You stay still causing him to laugh.
"Since you got two wrong I get to put two inches in." He says as he lines himself up with your hole.
You kick him and yell at him to stretch you out first but he refuses by saying that it wouldnât be a punishment if he were to do that. With that out the way he began sliding into you. The second his tip went in you let out a cry of pain.
You try to run away by scooting back but he held you down and kept going in.
His eyes would squeeze shut at he bit his bottom lip. You could feel as he gripped your wrist and the leg he was holding up.
You let out a louder cry as he kept going. Begging him to stop and to let you adjust. Thereâs no way women actually enjoyed sleeping with him. He was carrying and actual weapon. He could literally kill someone with that.
Once he did stop you let out a loud groan.
"Such a good girl, youâre doing so good. Who would have know you were so tight." He kisses the inside of your leg.
You whimper in protest.
"Whatâs this?"
He points at the side of his rib cage.
"Y-your external oblique." Your voice trembles.
"Atta girl."
He then points at the middle part of his thigh.
You began to panic. Name, whatâs the name?!why couldnât they have simple names?! Why are there so many different muscles?
You open your mouth hoping the right answer would hopefully come out. The femur was located there so it had to have the word in the name right? Or at least rhyme with it. Femur-loris? Femoris? That sounded right but what if thereâs a second part. Or maybe it was just one word.
You looked at him hoping for a hint but he just stared at you. Finding it amusing the way you were trying to think so hard while he was inside of you.
"Youâre taking too long." He says as he shoves himself deeper inside of you.
Ngh!
You whimper as gets I n deeper.
"Femoris!" You yell out.
He makes you take in another inch.
"Fuck! You piece of shit! Youâre a horrible teacher! Iâm not going to learn anything like this!" You curse at him.
He slams the rest of his three inches inside of you causing you to cry. Your eyes almost roll back as you felt him stuff you. He slams your arms above your head and presses his pelvis deeper into yours. Rolling his hips over and over again making you go crazy. Your eyes began to water as you felt overwhelmed. Hot tears coating your eyelash.
Mascar stains your under eyes and your face begins to heat up. Youâre begging him to slow down. Looking at him with a pleading look.
"Gojo, please! I donât know the answer. I canât even think straight right now!" You sob.
âRecuts Femoris." He says through his teeth.
He leads your hand to his chest and makes you tell him the answer to that one again.
You give him the correct name of it and felt as he began to slow down inside of you. He lets go of your wrists and brings his thumb to your clit. Rubbing it in circles to give you pleasure.
"A reward for being such a smart girl." He whispers.
He watches as you squirm and jolt at the sensation. He kept sliding in and out of you slowly but the pleasure was more overwhelming than the pain.
You start moaning out his name the faster he went. Youâve never felt this good before. With all the men you slept this had to the best one yet. He wasnât even fucking you probably! He was toying with you!
What would it feel like if he was actually trying?
"Canât you just fuck me properly?!" You say
He looks at you shocked before smiling. He put your legs over each shoulder and leaned in closer to you. You moan as he somehow reached a deeper area inside of you.
"I will when you get everything down and if you pass Iâll even eat you out." He groans as he grinds himself onto you.
You donât know how or where all of this knowledge came from all of a sudden. Each place he pointed out you got the right answer, well almost. You would slip a few times making him pull away and slam into you. At some point your body finally adjusted to his length. This making the punishment more wanted. Sometimes you got the answers wrong on purpose.
By the end you had everything down and he was finally fucking you the way you wanted.
He had you on your knees as he plowed into you.
"I think this technique of learning is way better. Now shall we keep doing this for every exam?" He grins.
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haiii if possible, could u do the bf! hcs + txts with izuku with someone who's personality is like ai from oshi no ko if not it's totally fine still tysm :3
HCS + TXTS WITH HIM AS YOUR BOYFRIEND âž» izuku midoriya
INCLUDES â gn! reader, fluff, crack, headcannons, social media au
main masterlist â mha masterlist àŒ*·Ë
: ÌÌâ click here to read other character versions
THE MOST SWEETEST BF EVER!!!!
will send you a good morning and night message everyday.
you know how he tends to ramble irl? he does the same thing on text! heâd just keep typing and typing and wouldnât even realize how lengthy the message has gotten until he sent it.
chronically online.
all that time spent on social media keeping up with all might updates slowly progressed to him knowing internet references and brain rot.
he wonât use it as much in his speech though. he tries to but overthinks it and ends up going against it, scared that he may have gotten the meaning wrong.
he enjoys spending time with you, just him and you on a cute little date like checking out new all might merch, going to arcades, browsing through bookstores or spa/self care dates in the dorms.
all this helps relax the two of you from the stress of school and hero activities.Â
he also asks you to spar with him and sometimes y'all use quirks.
this gets you both a sufficient training done and a bonus for izuku as he can take notes in his hero journal.Â
if you ever got even the slightest scratch during these fights he would completely panic and would keep apologizing over and over again.
will make sure youâre okay and comfortable even hours later when youâre about to go to bed
he prefers calls over texts because he likes how close he can your voice when on the phone.
his instagram has little snippets of his life. just normal things like daily life, hangouts, school life etc.
he posts you too! on special days and also out of the blue when he secretly takes pictures of you on dates.
he has another account dedicated to all might.
he will always like and comment on your posts no matter what they may be.
NOTE â hi nonniee im sorry for the lateass post ive been prepping for school since my summer break's almost over đ. i tried implementing ai's personality into reader as much as i can and it was a bit hard but i hope you like it!! (ps: i actually died making the all might parts)
©loveriotss â all rights reserved to me. please donât try to copy/steal my work. please do not use any of my ideas/translate my work without my permission.
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Congrats on 8k!!! You deserve all the love and more <3 also the holiday/winter theme is so so so cute!! Literally cannot even begin to describe how much I adore you and your talent and the fact that you give back and share your wonderful writing with us makes me so unbelievably happy <3
Can I request a hot cocoa drabble with Remus and the prompt wrapping paper from the 2nd list? Much love to you!! And congratulations again!!
I adore you! Ty for requesting angel <3
Remus Lupin x fem!reader ⥠653 words
You watch out of the corner of your eye as Remus carefully folds the wrapping paper over itself, lining the triangle up against the side of his box. He curses.Â
You giggle. âHow are you so regimented and so bad at this?âÂ
âHush.â He rolls his eyes, reaching across you for the tape. âItâs fine.âÂ
âThe label is showing,â you say, trying to be gentle but only hitting amused. âYou canât leave it like that, sheâs gonna know what it is.âÂ
âIâll cut a square of wrapping paper to cover that part.âÂ
âAnother patch job?â You shake your head at him, grinning. âRem, I canât let you bring these to the function. Theyâre an embarrassment.âÂ
âThe function,â says Remus, cutting through the wrapping paper with a pointed slice, âis already going to have gifts wrapped by James, which always look like heâs let Harry do them, and Sirius is most likely going to bring his in bags. I guarantee ours wonât be the worst there.âÂ
âItâs just a little embarrassing,â you murmur, really only teasing him. You start folding a ribbon into gentle curves on the top of your box. âI thought I had this really competent boyfriend, butâŠâÂ
âDidnât I tell you to hush?â Remus asks, but his laughter betrays him. The light from your tree smoothes out the lines of his face, his eyes warm and glittering and lashes kissing at the corners. You wish suddenly that you had a camera on hand, but thereâs no chance film could capture how perfectly happy he looks.
Remus smooths tape over his patch of wrapping paper with swift, vaguely menacing movements. âIâll have you know, I am very competent,â he says.Â
âItâs gonna take a knife to open that with all the tape on it,â you observe solemnly.
âI am very competent,â he repeats, and you suck in a breath when he locks his hands around your ankles, dragging you to him with one swift motion. You can forget how strong Remus is, sometimes. Heâs not very physical usually, but youâve riled him into playfulness. âYou ask Lily tomorrow who the most competent man in her home is, and you get back to me on what she says, yeah?âÂ
âWell,â youâre giggling, caught under his stern gaze and bubbling with giddy anticipation, âif you limit it to the men, the bar canât be very high. Lily and I are more competent than the three of you.âÂ
âHow do you figure?âÂ
âYou can look at my gifts, for starters.âÂ
Remus has an excellent poker face. He squeezes your calf at the jab, and your nervous giggling intensifies. âWeâll see how you feel about your competence when you make your own tea tomorrow.âÂ
âNo wait! Wait.â You get into his lap, trying your hardest to school your features into some sort of contrition. Smooth your hands up and down his shoulders. âIâm sorry. I love you. Have I told you I love you lately?âÂ
âNot without ulterior motive,â Remus says drily.Â
Your lips turn down in a real frown. âThatâs not true.âÂ
âNo.â He rolls his eyes, grunting as he pulls you further up his lap. âItâs not, lovely. What, youâre the only one who gets to tease?âÂ
âMhm,â you hum, teasing.Â
Remus chuffs like youâre something else, but his lips touching to your nose are gentle. âSo what if Iâm not the best at wrapping? You canât make your own tea.âÂ
âI canâŠitâs just not as good as when you do it.âÂ
âSome could argue thatâs a much more everyday sort of competence, dove.âÂ
You make a quiet scoff of protest, not very convincing. Remus smiles. His hands stroke your sides.Â
âSo. Weâre going to put my gifts under James and Lilyâs tree without complaint, hm?âÂ
You feel your nose wrinkle. âWithout any complaint? I feel like some damage control is necessary.âÂ
âRemember your tea.âÂ
You sigh, rolling your eyes. âRight. No complaints here.â
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Daminette December: 3-Birthday
The class had all gotten the same notification on their phones that morning: it was Marinette's birthday.
"What do we do?" questioned Nathaniel.
"I say we ignore her." Alya equipped.
"She hasn't really been nice to us lately." Rose mumbled.
"She forgot to bring Lila's cupcakes last week!" Kim shouted.
"I say we go with Alya's idea; she knows her best." Lila declared, "If we all ignore her today, maybe she'll see how mean she's been and fix everything!"
"I dont know." Adrien replied.
"It does seem a little too much." Juleka responded.
"It'll be fine; trust me." Lila claimed, "Tomorrow she'll be apologizing and then we can do something for her, as long as she promises to be nicer."
"Okay." Majority answered.
Nino could see the hesitance on his best friend's face, "Think of it this way, Dude; it's only one day."
Adrien sighed and nodded. He hated when his birthdays went unnoticed, but he was trying to keep everyone happy.
'Today won't be so bad, right?'
Marinette got to school and they all kept their focus on their conversations. Throughout the day, they all avoided her like the plague; no one spoke a word to her. Lila didn't make one comment or spread one rumor, thinking Mari would jump at the chance to be the center of attention.
The bell rang and Adrien felt the tension leave his body. It was now after school and he could now wish his friend a happy birthday. He turned back, but she was already gone. He quickly grabbed his things and rushed out.
'I hope she wasn't disappointed. I'll explain everything and-'
"Dude? Why are you running?" Nino questioned, "Late to meet Natalie?"
"No; school's over." He smiled, "Now, I can tell Mari happy birthday!"
Nino froze as Adrien continued to rush away. He quickly brought out his phone and called his girlfriend.
"Wha-"she began.
"Adrien didn't understand the plan." He announced, "He's on his way to see, Mari."
He heard several gasps and rustles of bags.
'Guess they're on their way.'
The class was frozen on the stairs as Marinette happily ran into some guy's arms and kissed him.
"Happy Birthday, Habibiti." He spoke, "How was your day?"
Marinette smiled, "It's was the best day, ever!"
'Best?'
'Best day ever?'
'But.....we ignored her.'
'We didn't tell her happy birthday.'
'We didn't even get her presents!'
"Your brothers sent me presents a week ago and told me open them when I woke up." She continued, "I already thanked them."
"Well for my gift, we have to go to your place and get ready for dinner." He smiled, "Tom and Sabine are getting ready as we speak."
"Marinette...has a boyfriend?"
"How did we not know?"
"Are you kidding me?"
"Since when?"
"So why is she being mean to Lila?"
Adrien was broken out of his shock, when his driver started honking the horn.
"Adrien." Nino spoke.
"I got to go." he answered, "I'll tell her tomorrow. She seems busy."
'He really wanted to tell her.'
Adrien sat in his car and waited until his driver pulled away to take out a small box with a small ribbon on it. He noticed his driver looking at him.
"She was busy all day." he whispered, sadly, "I didn't get a chance."
His driver motioned to turn around.
Adrien shook his head, "She already has plans. I don't want to interrupt."
His driver gave his one last look before focusing on the road. The model took that time to open the box and stare at the ladybug necklace he had bought. On the back read 'My Everyday Ladybug'.
The next day, everyone was shcoked to see Marinette and her boyfriend, Damian Wayne, all over social media. Alya quickly googled in his name, tryign to figure out what was going on. Why was Marinette suddenly so famous?
The truth hit her like a tone of bricks. There were millions of pictures of Marinette with Damian online. She learned that Damian was the son to an international billionare and they had met on a family trip to Paris a few years ago. Years. That single word rang deep. How had they not known Marinette was seeing this guy for years? She quickly sent the information into their group chat. Lila growled as she read the word: billionare.
'How could she have the luck to find a billionaire's son and date him?'
They all had so many questions for her. They all quickly got ready for school. Lila sat in her seat quietly as everyone around her talked about Marinette. They all were shouting out questions to ask her.
Why hasn't she told them she was seeing anyone?
What about her old crushes?
How soon after they met did they start dating?
Who asked out who?
How did they ask out the other?
Was the thing between her and Lila a giant misunderstanding?
Lila just nodded her head, going along, trying to figure out a new plan of action. Marinette had all the power now. She had the power to ruin her story. She had the power to tell the class the truth. She had the power to get her boyfriend to look into her life. She had the power to ruin her life, the way she had ruined hers. What she didn't count on, was Marinette never showing up to class. The class began to wonder if she had food poisoning. Maybe her boyfriend was still in Paris and he took her out. Unanimously, they decided to go to the bakery after school and ask.
"Marinette left Paris." Sabine spoke.
'Huh?'
"What do you mean?" asked Rose.
"When will she be back?" questioned Mylene.
"Since when do you suddenly care?" retorted Tom.
The class shifted uncomfortably. They had never seen the bakers so hostile towards them.
"We have been working with Damian, his family, and the board to get her out of that school and transferred to where she feel safe." Sabine declared, "We packed up all her things, while she was at school, and she left on the red eye. Don't suddenly pretend to be friends with our daughter when none of you wished her a happy birthday."
"You should be lucky that she convinced Damian not to go to the police with the death threats she was receiving." Tom added.
'Death threats?'
'What?'
'Who threatened Marinette?'
'Why was she getting threats?'
'Who hates her that much?'
"She just wanted to be far away, as possible, and now she is." Tom continued, "She never has to think about you all, again."
Sabine huffed, "And don't bother calling her, she got a new number. I believe the police commissioner's daughter was going to help her set up her new social media accounts and have them fire walled, by the best."
Tom smiled, "It's great that the police are so close with Damian's family."
Tom and Sabine looked at the children, daring them to say anything. They began to squirm under their parental gaze and turned to leave. Adrien stood there, slowly pulling out the tiny box and placed it on the counter.
With tears in his eyes, he whispered, "Tell her happy birthday for me." and left.
"Hey." Nino spoke, placing his hand on his best friend's shoulder.
Adrien quickly turned and they could all see he was crying.
"All I was to do, yesterday, was tell Marinette happy birthday!" he shouted, "And now I never will! I never should have gone along with your stupid plan!"
"Uh, Dude." Kim began.
"Father was right about you!" he continued, "You're nothing but a bad influence!"
Adrien quickly turned the corner and rushed into his car down the street.
Alya stepped close to Nino, and whispered, "He didn't mean it, Babe. He's upset; that's all."
Nino couldn't help but feel his friendship was over.
Adrien hadn't shown up to school in two days and the class was starting to get antsy.
'Had they really messed up with two of their friends?'
Concerned, Lila decided to confront Adrien head on and showed up at the Agreste manor.
"Miss Rossi." Natalie spoke, "Give me one moment."
She smiled, thinking she'd be let inside. She turned towards the gates, but heard Mr. Agreste himself call out to her.
"Mr Agreste." She smiled, not expecting him to talk to her over the speaker.
"You're fired, Miss Rossi." he spoke.
"What?" Lila questioned, frozen.
"Adrien told me about your plan to alienate Miss Dupain-Cheng from the class." Gabriel continued, "He explained how he forced you to tell one more lie after you falsely accused her in the first place. Using my jewlery as a 'hand-me-down' trinket!"
"But she-" Lila tried to argue.
"And now I find out that any future endeavors with Wayne Enterprises are null and void!" he shouts.
Lila remained silent, realizing her lies had not only cost her access to Adrien but from furthering her career.
"Adrien is no longer in Paris. He went to boarding school, out of his own free will." Gabriel declared, "He only went to François Dupont to be with Miss Bourgeois. Since they no longer have a relationship and he sees the class turned against his best friend, he decided to finish school early. He enrolled into high school and will graduate in a few years, ahead of your so-called class. My son is out of your reach, Miss Rossi."
The screen went dark. Lila turned and walked away, not realizing Nino was hiding behind one of the posts of the gate. He heard everything. Sobbing, he texted everyone what he just heard.
The next day, Lila walked into class smiling.
"Adrien is visiting family at the moment." she spoke, "He'll be back soon."
"Marinette was right." Alix scoffed, "You really are a liar."
'Huh?'
"Why would you say that?" Lila asked, pretending to sniffle.
"'Cuz I went to aska bout Adrien and heard the whole conversation between you and his Old Man, Miss Former Model." Nino stated, glaring at her.
Lila looked around the class and realized ling wasn't going to get her anywhere, anymore. She scowled and stomped out of the class. No one said anything, but they all knew they messed up and all because they hadn't said 'Happy Birthday' to a true friend.
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